are more than what we see. It takes me a long time to trust someone, but on the
rare occasion, I open up to people. When I do, I find it
very mentally and physically exhausting. I think this is
because I have learned to keep things inside and just "deal with
I am 30,
and I have been dealt a pretty crappie hand of cards, but, its how they were
dealt, and I cant change that, there is a reason for it, and there is no point
being sorry for myself, or "pity me" coz, that’s not what I want. At
times I have been very hurt and upset by things and people that were on my
life, with things that were said, or actions that have happened, but at the end
of the day, I decided to ignore them, and just hold my head up high, and move
on to people that are not like that.
I have realized how important my friends are. You need to
really understand, that there are people that really care about you, and want
to help, listen and look after you. Even if it is the other side of the world,
even if they are next door, there is always SOMEONE that cares. Even if you
think you’re alone and think nobody will listen, I can assure you that there is
someone. Fate brings us these people, and for that I a very grateful. I am
especially grateful I have a handful of these people.
friend of mine and I were having a conversation and I was saying I hope I never
hurt you (meaning that I appreciate their friendship so much, and would hate to
lose it), their reply was "you would only be hurting yourself" this
is so true. If I did something to them, it will just turn a circle and come
back to bite me on the ass, coz it would be my fault. I would lose a
friend and I would feel guilt. Why would you want to hurt someone you care
about, lie, try to deceive them whatever...? I think people do this
to make them feel better about themselves. I wouldn't ever hurt any
of my friends; I speak my mind if I feel something is out of place. I am
honest, sincere and forgiving.
my friends who make me laugh, make me feel good, and help me up when I’m down
rock bottom. I would do anything for you guys! I am the luckiest person in the world to have you.You all know who you are!!!!
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