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  • \"Every day, think as you wake up, today I am fortunate to be alive, I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it. I am going to use all my energies to develop myself, to expand my heart out to others; to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I am going to have kind thoughts towards others, I am not going to get angry or think badly about others. I am going to benefit others as much as I can.\"
    ~ Dalai Lama

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  • Yes, i AM alive.... not dead ;)

    Friday, Aug 6, 2010 7:18PM / Standard Entry / Members only
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    I am alive……….. !!!!!! Listen, last time I logged in to AnD, I had sooo many feeds I basically was like “oh shit, there are way too many”… ignore.Then today I thought I had better log in and I had 2644… yes, I know, I hear you say “way to go Mel, booooo” but I have been under a copious amount of stress and been soooo busy, so it was kinda easier in some way to plug away anonymity… 

    My relationship of 15 years broke up, I was fighting to get custody of my 2 adorable children, and I lost a VERY, VERY dear friend of mine Lindy (aka Belkie) who I introduced to AnD….

     So I’m starting to live life… I’m taking it all as it comes, I don’t care for 2 faced people or nastiness, I have changed, in a good way…  I am soooooooooo happy, I want to live, and yes, I am so going to travel!!!!!!!! Im going to Bali for New Year’s, I plan too go to NY, JUST to watch a basketball match and eat a hotdog hahahha (for 3 days) and im going to Hong kong to shop for 4 days….  I’m off to Finland, and yes…. Its all great…  sooo…. RIP Lindy, I love you, you were an amazing rock and friend….  

    Mwah all xxxxxx

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Entry comments (15)

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  • agnes82
    posted on Friday, Dec 31, 2010 10:02PM [Report]
    Welcome back
    Happy New Year 2011~
  • jasontom
    Official artist 
    posted on Wednesday, Dec 1, 2010 5:45PM [Report]
    Hey Mel,
    I was wondering what happened to you. Haven't heard from you in ages. Hope all gets better. Stay strong and have faith! God Bless You! -JT
  • stormy1
    posted on Sunday, Nov 14, 2010 9:03AM [Report]
    Sweet blog..I'm glad you are happy .
  • lucjohnnyking
    posted on Tuesday, Aug 31, 2010 12:03AM [Report]
    Welcome back ~good smile on your face and wonderful balck and white background
  • mellydurham
    Official artist 
    posted on Tuesday, Aug 10, 2010 4:03PM [Report]
    *hug*
  • janechu
    posted on Tuesday, Aug 10, 2010 2:30AM [Report]
    great to hear from you... **big hugs**
  • gestherp
    posted on Monday, Aug 9, 2010 7:16PM [Report]
    Nice to know that you're alive :D
    Shopping in Hong Kong for 4 dayssss! awesome!
    You gotta be insane :D hahaha.
    Have fun in your trips!
  • MissScarlett
    posted on Sunday, Aug 8, 2010 1:03AM [Report]
    If you're gonna come all the way to the US, why not plan a ROAD TRIP! and visit a few friends ;)
  • Brianchiu
    Official artist 
    posted on Saturday, Aug 7, 2010 7:27PM [Report]
    you look great....as always!
  • silky
    posted on Saturday, Aug 7, 2010 5:01AM [Report]
    and confuse the people on SB :D
  • silky
    posted on Saturday, Aug 7, 2010 5:01AM [Report]
    sorry to hear about this mess, but happy to hear that you face life! Have fun travelling!
    Looking forward to "hear" your laughter again!
  • peachey
    posted on Friday, Aug 6, 2010 11:27PM [Report]
    Hi! Enjoy your travels!
  • gruponaya
    posted on Friday, Aug 6, 2010 9:50PM [Report]
    Indeed we missed you. But I'm happy that you have changed, GO FOR IT GIRL!
    Dont forget to HAVE EXTRA FUN!
  • gruponaya
    posted on Friday, Aug 6, 2010 9:47PM [Report]
    wow! great pic Mel!
  • yenc
    posted on Friday, Aug 6, 2010 7:47PM [Report]
    MIsses you so much! Sorry to hear all that had happen. You are a strong lady! Hope you have a great time traveling! Happy Weekend pretty mama!

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