i am, i feel (updated with a discovery)

(missscarlett i think you'll be right behind me on this blog)

i am intuitive, perceptive and can feel things around me and see through things - this is not magic, a god given talent or a miracle. it's actually very simple - anyone and everyone can be this way. its possible and one can be this immediately if they wanted to.

how? attention.

i react to things around me, in front of me even to things far away from me. i react to people i think about and care about, things i care about and love. they don't have to be right in front of me or present for me to react or feel.

i'll give you an example:

i went out on a date last friday (yes i really did!) and hes lovely - we've watched each other from afar and over time, a few years - i suppose we finally reached a communicative level for it to happen - now it's not like fireworks and lightning bolts started flashing around me when we first kissed however my leg did do a little of this...



and oh boy the last time i kissed a man and i totally was lost in it ... was ... december 2007 ... my gosh after that kiss i lost my balance - actually i lost my balance on friday too

"Traditionally, when a woman and a man kiss, the woman tends to lift her leg to show just how hot and heavy it's getting or to demonstrate how much she trusts the man to hold her up. "

where am i going with this?

(forgive me here im actually running a high fever - which i think its because everyone i care about is hungover and i can feel it and i was working last night drinking lemon tea and chocolate milk! - i spent 2 hours folding menus into magazines x 300 oh and i made a video)

errr... yeah cant finish this - ive totally lost my train of thought and want to lay down damnit

*** update ***

i have a restless mind - so thats called foot popping by the way - when the leg lifts up ... and i found this picture!