Monday, May 21, 2012 12:17PM / Members only

i'm Still awake can't sleep, u don't seem to care as usual just fallen asleep like that, i went out for a jog, omg i couldn't breath afterwards, first time exercise in so many months, i wish u'd care more about some things, there things that u don't seem to care about, it takes both of us to make this relationship to work, sometimes u just treat me so bad even in front of other people, no matter what you do i'll have to take it and pretend its nothing, but its just hurting me little by little, i'm take a step back and look at things in your point of view, but it doesn't feel like you've look at things from my point of view, times like these that just makes me think what i should be doing about it, there's not much i can really do but forget about it after a few days and when this happens again i'll be here writing this again and again and again, haiiiiiii

peace out s to the k to the y

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May 1st 3.00am

Tuesday, May 1, 2012 10:08AM / Members only

Wow its already 1st May 2012, only few more months in the uk and i'm going to leave, May 2nd 2012 will be our 6th month anniversary, its crazy its been 6 months already some ups and downs but we've been through a lot together, once we go back to hong kong it'll be a new world to me i hope you'll hold my hand and guide me through it XP, i don't really know what i want to say but these 6 months have been the best times of my life so far and i know we going to have more amazing times together with the future, really can't believe it sometimes, how you're my girlfriend and hopefully future wife haha, i want to spend rest of my life with you, everyday is amazing with you, even right now ur sitting behind me doing ur work in silence, its not always about communicating, sometimes just being in ur presence i'm happy, i feel bad that i work 6 days a week now, but if i didn't i wouldn't be able to support myself and be able to afford things for you, you have said to me before you don't want those kinda stuff from me, but i'm working hard saving up to buy u nice thing, what girlfriend doesn't want there boyfriend to buy them nice things right? just 2 weeks ago going on the paris trip was amazing, i'll work hard save up and take you to more places,

peace out s to the k to the y

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8th April 7.09am

Sunday, Apr 8, 2012 2:20PM / Members only

sadness is all i feel, i don't want to really write up about my feelings this time on here cause i've already told you in person how i feel, problem is that did you really listen to me i told you about 40 mins ago but right now u've fallen asleep already, i really hope u did listen when i told you, you didn't tell me how you feel about it, so it worries me even more, i understand you are tired so i guess i'll just have to leave this and try to forget about it, be the mature person i am, and see it as nothing (i say this but it still hurts me inside)

peace out s to the k to the y

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feb 16th 5.28am

Thursday, Feb 16, 2012 1:27PM / Members only

been sat here the last 2 hours and been thinking, this feeling i have is insecurity in this relationship, i don't know why i just feel really insecure sometimes, i love you and want to be with you, i express it to you so many ways but it just doesn't feel like u express it at all to me, i know ur study is important right now, but sometimes i need that feeling u care, its killing me i don't know what to do

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feb 16th 03.37am

Thursday, Feb 16, 2012 11:39AM / Members only

i again am bloggin but don't know what i want to say, theres things deep down hidden in me that i can't explain, about a week ago u asked me why i haven't blogged in a long time, i guess u do look at my blog once in a while, probably once a month, i wonder how u feel when u read these messages i post on here for you to see, how long do i have to wait till you open up to me, i feel u have things hidden from me and i know the way you are, you won't say the things unless i force you to, but i feel that if i force you u won't like it, u can only stretch a rubber band so much before it snaps, its the same with me, haiii what the hell am i talking about, please one day just sit in bed with me and tell me ur feelings i'm not good with guessing how u feel, i'm very stupid with these things.

peace out s to the k to the y

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