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  • His talking made me want to leave`

    Monday, Nov 3, 2008 9:24PM / Members only

                       

    兯  搘` 20:10:29
    其实,说实话,我感觉我自己,有点才华,至少我比很多人强````我智商比正常人稍微高了点``都这么说,
    我挺有挣钱,发展事业的头脑的,然而我家里并不是那么有钱,只是一般家庭,不愁吃穿的,我野心还大,我想靠自己发展个事业,
    兯  搘` 20:11:12
    所以,我每次放假,只要有时间,我都会各种方法,挣钱,给人打工,修电脑,给网吧,维护服务器,帮人配电脑,等等的,什么苦都吃过,知道,靠自己,真的很难
    兯  搘` 20:11:33
    我想找个家庭条件稍微好一点的,真心对我的女的,最好家里一个孩子,
    兯  搘` 20:11:57
    我真的想多挣点钱,好好养我的父母,所以我不停的找,不符合条件的就PASS
    兯  搘` 20:12:15
    撒谎我是你养的,这些都是我心理想的,
    兯  搘` 20:12:22
    一个人都没说过,只跟我妈爸说过
    兯  搘` 20:12:43
    我很现实,真的
    兯  搘` 20:13:03
    这社会,没钱就孙子
    兯  搘` 20:13:06
    不会挣钱就傻子

    兯  搘` 20:13:56
    其实时间长了,多接触你就会了解我的```我干活做事很细心,力求完美```我经历过的,很多都是一般男孩子,都没经历过的```
    兯  搘` 20:14:03
    所以,我知道了挺多``
    兯  搘` 20:15:03
    其实我现在奋斗目标,就是有个好工作,家里开个店,我媳妇打理,我妈爸去帮忙忙,我想开个电脑店```因为我喜欢那项工作```挣钱还挺好的,
    兯  搘` 20:19:18
    真的,我为了,自己的前途,我放弃了很多女生,真的,有时候想起来,我都感觉自己特自私

    兯  搘` 20:20:34
    没钱没事业,以后怎么活?
    兯  搘` 20:21:06
    我碰到的还都是处女,人家找都不好找,我碰见的都是,处女有啥用?得到了能怎么地,我捧处女膜过一辈子袄

    兯  搘` 20:21:56
    不,我对她们残忍,
    兯  搘` 20:22:05
    所以跟我分开的,找我啥事我都肯定帮, 
    兯  搘` 20:22:26
    所以,跟我处过的,都像朋友一样,我对她们不比以前差,只是有对象了的,我就不联系了

    兯  搘` 20:24:36
    你肯定以为我财迷 
    兯  搘` 20:25:36
    不是的,我遇见过一个女的,她家超有钱,我过生日时,给我买套KAPPA,电话给我买个新的```什么都给我买,吃饭,都去海上渔村等,挺多我没去过的,我感觉跟那样的在一起,自己太没地位了```我不喜欢那样的生活
    兯  搘` 20:26:03
    我说的一般,就是很一般的家庭,家里趁个50,60万的,跟我家没太大差距的,比我家强点的,就行,我不求多
    兯  搘` 20:26:11
    主要是专一对我
    兯  搘` 20:35:22
    我说出实话了,或许不该说,反正说了,我不后悔,哈哈

  • Good Life,!

    Saturday, Sep 20, 2008 4:46PM / Members only

                                                             

    •       我是個壞孩子...
    •       我抽烟,,
    •       我自殘,,
    •       我傷害身邊的人,,
    •       每日笑臉做人,,
    •       有一堆豿比朋友,,
    •       沒有人在乎我,,
    •       當我難過,,
    •       總是一個人獨自在風口流淚,,
    •       鬼知道我在哭,,!
    •       輕浮旳"愛"著"有婦之夫"!
    •       背後歡愉,,正面難堪..
    •       LES、姐弟戀、..我甚至和好朋友旳男人接吻,,
    •       瘋狂的玩,, 身上的傷口一直不斷,,,
    •       然後,, 誰TMD管過我..?
    •       好旳,,  好生活,,;;
    •       男友多,, 因為,,
    •       我可以爲了他們對我的一定點好,,
    •       答應做個"好女友" ,,
    •       只不過貪婪那短暫旳一丁點旳好,,
    •       一個禮物.. 戒指、項鏈..
    •       沾滿我的虛榮....
    •       我,,從來都不生氣..
    •       只會難過,, 僅此而已,,,

  • 无可奈何花落去~

    Monday, Jul 16, 2007 6:22PM / Members only

     

                                             “始”
                  
                                    此岸又开彼岸花    
               
             如果這個世界是一條綿白色的巨大河流
             它一刻不停地奔向前方
             生命如同沙后灰土,草芥塵埃紛紛被席卷其中
             并在各処沉澱爲可觀的淤泥
             那么這一條巨大的脉流究竟带来了什么呢
             我們究竟是带着對愛的堅持一直前行
             還是恰恰相反
             我們把對愛的留戀化作潮濕粘稠的河泥留在渠底
             而带上更爲堅强長久的恨意不作懈怠地趕往復仇
             的彼方

             是什么推動了星球的轉動
             是什么改變了我們的旅途
             究竟是站在人間握于手中的憤怒
             還是于地獄中散却的嘆息——簹時間如同風吹書
        頁那樣輕易地將幾百年變作轉瞬
        也许我們依然無法從閻魔愛的眼睛裏獲得任何提
        示的點滴

        可彼岸花依然一季一季盛開不敗
        人世的諸多悲喜也被襯托得蒼白無稽

     

                     

  • The past is the past.

    Friday, May 25, 2007 1:23PM / Members only

           

              

    其实心里很明白,他说真心喜欢我其实就是哄我的,其实他们喜欢的只是我们女孩子年轻的身体

    等时间长了,就玩腻了,我要身材没有,要脸蛋吧一般,其实性格也不是很好

    就当他曾经"爱"过我,对我好,不管他是否出于真心,其实我还是不爱他```

    我知道只有不容易得到的东西才会让人去珍惜,那晚的情不自禁让我觉得男人真的很虚伪

    但是他们又是女人心里空虚时的依靠和安慰

    男人要做,女人也要做,所以我们都很贱

    以后被人瞧不起,被人甩,被人糟蹋是必然的

    爸爸说了.女孩子一旦没有了清纯就什么都没有了

    以前,清纯就是我的自尊,我的骄傲,我鄙视别人的理由

    可是现在,我也成了被鄙视的那部分人了

    我连哭的资格都没有,一切都是自找的吗

    所以在心里不断的安慰自己,或许他是真的爱我的

    他知道我的身体不好,他说不管我变成什么样都会爱我

    他不许我说时间长他就会腻之类的话

    他说他会爱我一辈子

    他说在他心里我在第一位,妈妈在第二位

    我们过一段时间就买戒指了

    ……………………………………

    我知道自己行为很天真

    就让我天真一次吧

    一辈子就这一次

    我承担所有的后果

    至少多年后风过云起时

    我还可以想起

    自己曾经拥有……

  • Sunday, May 6, 2007 10:50AM / Members only

    What about sunrise
    What about rain
    What about all the things
    That you said we wereto gain..
    What about killing fields
    Is there a time
    What about all the things
    That you said was yours and mine...
    Did you ever stop to notice
    All the blood we've shed before
    Did you ever stop to notice
    The crying Earth the weeping shores?
    Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah
    What have we done to the world
    Look what we've done
    What about all the peace
    That you pledge your only son...
    What about flowering fields
    Is there a time
    What about all the dreams
    That you said was yours and mine...
    Did you ever stop to notice
    All the children dead from war
    Did you ever stop to notice
    The crying Earth the weeping shores
    Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah
    I used to dream
    I used to glance beyond the stars
    Now I don't know where we are
    Although I know we've drifted far
    Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah
    Hey, what about yesterday, what about us
    What about the seas, what about us
    The heavens are falling down, what about us
    I can't even breathe, what about us
    What about the bleeding Earth, what about us
    Can't we feel its wounds, what about us
    What about nature's worth, ooo,ooo
    It's our planet's womb, what about us
    What about animals, what about it
    We've turned kingdoms to dust, what about us
    What about elephants, what about us
    Have we lost their trust, what about us
    What about crying whales, what about us
    We're ravaging the seas, what about us
    What about forest trails, ooo, ooo
    Burnt despite our pleas, what about us
    What about the holy land, what about it
    Torn apart by creed, what about us
    What about the common man, what about us
    Can't we set him free, what about us
    What about children dying, what about us
    Can't you hear them cry, what about us
    Where did we go wrong, ooo, ooo
    Someone tell me why, what about us
    What about babies, what about it
    What about the days, what about us
    What about all their joy, what about us
    What about the man, what about us
    What about the crying man, what about us
    What about Abraham, what was usWhat about death again, ooo, ooo
    Do we give a damn
    Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah


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