Someone said hi to me while i was walking home from savemart. I really don't know who it was but I waved back. I only saw a glimpse of the guy. After thinking for a while, I started to wonder if it was Eunchong :/ I haven't seen him since summer of 2006. I think about him a lot though. Sooo this whole day I was wondering if it was him and if he was visiting. Maybe he'd even go back to YB! yeahhh right... I only wish I could see him again. I just hate that feeling of regret. I regret not getting to know him better. I regret a lot of things that have to deal with him. Such a sweet boy, I can't believe I just let him go like that. I hope I get to see him soon. He lives in Long Beach. My mom wants to go down to SoCal to visit some friends & family in Long Beach and San Diego. If the plan is confirmed, I'd do my best to get in contact with him just to visit him. I sure do miss him. blehhh well, I've got to go finish my summer reading which I'm not even 1% done with and it's due on TUESDAY. oh, and on top of that, I've got an essay to write. Yay
The first time I saw this music video was when i was 11. The most memorable part of the video was the underwater scene of a woman playing a white piano. I just found the video again and wow, it just got me thinking. I guess I'm still not over my break up which was more than a year ago. Is there something wrong with me? I thought I was over him but, I don't know anymore..
02. If You Came Back...
translation by: eebyul (also credit: aheeyah.com)
Even your last goodbye was so cold
You turned around without even saying farewell.
Are you alright? Are you happy?
Im still having a hard time...
Like a fool, I still think of you
I hold the empty phone receiver and call out your name
I havent even pressed any buttons
You arent like this...
Now you probably forgot my face and my voice
I still live, holding onto the memories that I alone keep
I walk on the streets we walked together, alone.
Just in case I meet you as I walk on those streets,
And just in case we fall in love again...
I couldnt send the letter I wrote you
And its just laying here in my hands
You arent like this...
You've buried myself and everything that I've said
I still live, holding onto the memories that I alone keep
I walk on the streets we walked together, alone.
Just in case I meet you as I walk on those streets,
And just in case we fall in love again...
If I see you today, I have to tell you...
Tell you that I've been looking for you
Tell you that you cant say that you'll leave me ever again
I dont want to live as I hold onto exhausted memories
I want to walk those sad streets with you
I hope my heart will touch you
So that we can love again..
So, I haven't blogged in the longest time. La escuela is just taking up too much of my time. I need to pay my deposit for my ap exams by tomorrow. UHGHH gotta apply for free lunch so I can get a waiver. I'll only need to pay $22 for each exam. I should be taking 3 exams but I'd rather not take an exam I know I'll fail. Yeahhhh and the teachers tell me that it looks good but I don't want to pay money to "look good." YARRRRR school you make me angry! I was absent on April fools day and I didn't get to pull any of the pranks I pulled. HOW INFURIATING!! D:<
Anywho, I might start taking a discipleship class at church. My youth pastor sees leadership potential in me and talked to me about it. He said that I can start my own youth nights and discussions or maybe even lead something at our church. HOW EXCITING.
I desperately need a job.
Oh yeah, and tomorrow I've got a performance in Oakland. I'll miss my friend's birthday though :[ He's 18!! AHHH people are old these days.
Yes let's support. I just read it now in Stephen's blog and it cracked me up so bad. All that alt link stuff confused me so I won't do it. Bleh, I gotta start my research paper now. GOOD LUCK WITH THE ANTI-ETCHY THINGER :]
do you mean going to eat or what? if so, there are a lot of good places everywhere in sf, e.g. sunset, richmond (not east bay richmond), mission, tenderloin..but some streets in mission and tenderloin are more ghetto like and it may not be safe if you are not familiar with the area...
