it's been a long time since i last logged in.   why.... i have no idea...today i really want to write something here....cause...
i'm so bored right now....feel lost...my life is just the same old same. nothing special...
these days i duno why i cant cry out loud even when i feel sad...maybe i'm not sad enough .. that's the problem...what am i supposed to do???

i like vanness wu!!!!!!!
not only do i like his acting in "next stop,happiness",but i also think his personality is so good. he's such a nice and cute guy .after he believes in god,he's changing better than ever. thank you god for saving him and changing him.
well maybe all of us....
he's much more real than other celebrities..

all the time i just liked someone and the next i didnt. but i can feel this time it's  different because it's    vanness..

i wanna to say biggie( someone's dog) is really cute but looks a bit angry...

i was just so depressed all of a sudden last night .
 something drove me crazy.i'm just so sorry for what i said.
something i will regret some day....
i might hurt somebody's feelings...

most  of the time when i want something so bad,i just cant get it
no matter what i do
oh my goodness!!  being stupid again!!!!!!!
i hate myself being like that.............

well i'm glad that i wasnt late today.otherwise..bad things would happen..= =''

today i have plenty of things to do...busy again
i duno what i am doing now. i just feel so bored. my life is so monotonous..
sometimes i find it interesting but the other time i'm sick of it. i have no idea what's the matter with me. anyway what am i supposed to do? oh i think i've already figured it out myself.i should go for it,right?.dont just sit here waiting for it to come.

i'm a bit tired right now...
just hung out with friends. we had some gossip together <oh too bad>

havent seen him for a couple of months but he's still him,not much change except the way he dresses...hah
i hope next time when he comes back again,he 's still himself..