Western VS Asian

  Went to Burger King this afternoon for my lunch... Well, complain a bit first... For the first time, after having the whole set of meal, I still able to take my dinner... Normally, I wont able to take my dinner after I had my LARGE meal at Burger King...... Strange, just now after my meeting, I still can finish a "Wantan Ho" and it's consider a big meal also... Until now i still felt very full........

  Back to today's topic~~~~ I taking my lunch alone as usual, and which sometimes I enjoyed it... Because, without someone talking to me, I able to see around (this is one of the thing that i like to do)... I mean, sometimes, I love to have a look around and "observing" what normally people did during thier lunch time, taking lunch, hang with friends, shopping........

  Today, besides me there is one foreign, at that moment, don't know why, suddenly recall something... I can't remember who say that to me.... It's about the western and the asian... The interesting thing is about when western take their meal at fast food restaurant, after they finished, they will and they need to clean up, not really clean up but need to send thier tray to the dispose place..... But asian, sorry~~ They will leave it at the table, and someone (the staff/worker) will clean it up.....

  When this turns as a habit for the asian, there is one asian, I think is Sabahan, if not mistake, is he..... He went to Australia, study oversea, and went for fast food restaurant, and naturally he left after his meal...... And he actually felt strange why everyone clean up before they leave....... When this story is shared to me, I know that's the difference between western and asian.... And I think this is caused by calture......

  This noon, after the foreign finish his meal, he stood up and take the tray and put the burger's paper, fries' paper into the tray and bring it to throw...... I don't felt strange, but I wondering..... The reaction of the worker/staff there~~~~ I think very soon, the staff there take over everything.. and do the clean up.... After when my turn is finished, I start wondering...... Should I leave it there or I need to take to the disposal place?? Unfortunalely I am an asian, I choose to leave it at the table......

 Thanks so much!!

　　Thanks to those who give me help, give me chance, give me confident~~~ I know, most of the time, I really lack of confidence, and always bring myself into a dark place, and make myself lost inside....

　　Sometimes, I can bring myself into a very confident way, but once I bring myself there, I have a felt, a feeling tells me that, why I didn't do it better? Suppose I can did it better... The more I wish I can did it better, it getting worse in the end....

　　I had my first experience of being MC in such a quite formal activity... I can felt that I did a worst job that I never did.... For so far, until last night (I mean Monday night). Well, it happen in very sudden, and at the same times, all the things in my mind is the youth club things... And that's actually didn't make my brain be clear? I hate when i have this kind of excuses~~~

　　That excuses actually make me felt like I still kinda weak on being MC, coz in a short time period, I can't get myself prepare~~ A little dissappointment for myself, however!! I know I should and I will do it better next time!!

　　Thanks to the youth club gave me a sweet chance~~~ Being Secertary is something I always afraid of..... And this time, they gave me a chance, and happy to say that, they "look high" on me..... And which i also very afraid, letting them down.... I will dissappointed them..... So many fears..... And are these fears will be overcomed?

　　Sometimes, I felt weird, why I can be so confident sometimes, and suddenly I was soo fears of all the things........

 ~~ So Nervous~~

  Well, this isn't my first time of going out alone, I mean go to a "new" place and try new thing~~ Ohyea~~ This is the excatly feel I having now... Before this, I keep thinking what kind of feeling I had actually for now, I realized it finally~~ Going to new place for new things......

  And now, I was doing "preparation" for later's trip, my flight is 0725 and i think i need to go to airport around 0525++? And what I doing now is.... Packing~~ Yeap~~ Still packing~~ Hehe~~ Same like someone doing "last minutes" work~~ Hey~~ Mentioning u here now~~ Do you notice~~~ ^^

  So nervous and very glad to looking forward seeing turtles... Yeap~~ The news make me so glad!! And I borrow my father's camera, and I forgot ask for chargers... Hope it's can last for many usage hours.. If not, I will miss a lot interesting things.... Hahaha

  Now, I actually planing to take my own photo @ airport or inside the plane~~ Start a bit feel of... SS~~ Syok Sendiri~~English = Self Syok? hahahaha~~ Anyway, now start felt a bit calm compare just now~~ Thank you!! Hehehe~~

  Don't think that you will notice this one~~ So.. Again, sorry la~~ Didn't mention your name again~~ Hahahaha~~

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