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  Sunday, Aug 17, 2008 4:13PM / Standard Entry / Members only
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  Wow...I've missed being here! I've been so busy moving, working and dealing with everything else that I haven't gotten to check in on AnD.  Finally I'm getting some time to myself, time to unwind .  I was looking at my myspace and some of my old blogs and found a poem I had written awhile ago, it makes me sad everytime I read it, I just think about how many people put up with so much for so long. And for what??  Life is so short and to waste so much time, it is just upsetting. Anyway I am happy to finally have my internet back .  Well this is the poem I am talking about check it out....
  
  

  Misery

   

  I beg you please don't go

  My tears run down my cheek, my face is red and swollen

  Your hand strikes my face making me stumble

  Still I beg you don't go

  I am afraid of being alone

  At least when I feel pain I am feeling something

  I hate the numbness of nothingness

  My heart still beats although inside I have died

  Trade away your dreams for stability

  Give up on your hopes you foolish woman

  You will never be…anything to anyone

  Bite your tongue when you should speak your mind

  Swallow your pride and become subservient

  Beg for crumbs I don't deserve more than that

  Cry yourself to sleep wishing that God would take you before morning

  Wonder what happened to the little girl I once was…dreams, aspirations, and loved