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    Sunday, Aug 17, 2008 4:13PM / Standard Entry / Members only
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    Wow...I've missed being here! I've been so busy moving, working and dealing with everything else that I haven't gotten to check in on AnD.  Finally I'm getting some time to myself, time to unwind .  I was looking at my myspace and some of my old blogs and found a poem I had written awhile ago, it makes me sad everytime I read it, I just think about how many people put up with so much for so long. And for what??  Life is so short and to waste so much time, it is just upsetting. Anyway I am happy to finally have my internet back .  Well this is the poem I am talking about check it out....

    Misery

     

    I beg you please don't go

    My tears run down my cheek, my face is red and swollen

    Your hand strikes my face making me stumble

    Still I beg you don't go

    I am afraid of being alone

    At least when I feel pain I am feeling something

    I hate the numbness of nothingness

    My heart still beats although inside I have died

    Trade away your dreams for stability

    Give up on your hopes you foolish woman

    You will never be…anything to anyone

    Bite your tongue when you should speak your mind

    Swallow your pride and become subservient

    Beg for crumbs I don't deserve more than that

    Cry yourself to sleep wishing that God would take you before morning

    Wonder what happened to the little girl I once was…dreams, aspirations, and loved


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  • blsee11
     
    posted on Monday, Nov 3, 2008 10:28PM [Report]
    wow, you sort of tapped into some of the things I have felt of late. July-ty is right though, that feeling at some point will be with us for a period in time but after that we are still ourselves.
  • july-ty
     
    posted on Monday, Aug 18, 2008 2:08PM [Report]
    maybe we all had  that period, that kind of mood...sad, dream....but after that, we are still ourselves..
  • goginebulana
    Official artist
    posted on Sunday, Aug 17, 2008 11:51PM [Report]
    hei.. post your new house! :)

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