
Wow...I've missed being here! I've been so busy moving, working and dealing with everything else that I haven't gotten to check in on AnD. Finally I'm getting some time to myself, time to unwind

. I was looking at my myspace and some of my old blogs and found a poem I had written awhile ago, it makes me sad everytime I read it, I just think about how many people put up with so much for so long. And for what?? Life is so short and to waste so much time, it is just upsetting. Anyway I am happy to finally have my internet back

. Well this is the poem I am talking about check it out....
Misery
I beg you please don't go
My tears run down my cheek, my face is red and swollen
Your hand strikes my face making me stumble
Still I beg you don't go
I am afraid of being alone
At least when I feel pain I am feeling something
I hate the numbness of nothingness
My heart still beats although inside I have died
Trade away your dreams for stability
Give up on your hopes you foolish woman
You will never be…anything to anyone
Bite your tongue when you should speak your mind
Swallow your pride and become subservient
Beg for crumbs I don't deserve more than that
Cry yourself to sleep wishing that God would take you before morning
Wonder what happened to the little girl I once was…dreams, aspirations, and loved