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• Home is where the heart is... cliche

  Saturday, Apr 26, 2008 8:34PM / Members only

  More often than not I find myself wide awake in the middle of the night, I think to myself how I got into my current so called life.... I come from a simple place, the place I call home home is thousands of  miles away. I sometimes dream of white sand beaches, turquoise water,  coconut trees and soft ocean breeze but somehow I wake up to howling cars and pure insanity. I would look around and realize that I'm so far from where I want to be... slowly realization creeps in that I am no longer home. Funny how everyday life can seem so wonderful when long time friends and old jokes surround you. Now, I live the average mundane life of work, sleep, eat, shit and work some more. My dreams in life were never about being rich or famous, maybe this may seem as if I don't have ambition but then again I came from a humble place. I miss the subtle aroma of the ocean breeze or the sway of the coconut leaves against the wind. There were many things I took for granted; things I never thought were important to me a few years ago have now become the anchor of my bland existence. Sometimes I would meet a few people here and there that have just visited my home and I suddenly become alive, excited and saddened at the same time. I feel jealousy slip into my core. I miss home.
  
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• village idiot

  Sunday, Nov 26, 2006 5:17PM / Members only

  1. i'm addicted to getting tattoos 2. i hate having long hair but my goal is to grow it till it reaches my waist.... then i'm chopping it all off 3. this is disgusting i have supper sweaty palms 4....

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• village idiot

  Sunday, Nov 26, 2006 4:17PM / Members only

  1. i’m addicted to getting tattoos

  2. i hate having long hair but my goal is to grow it till it reaches my waist…. then i’m chopping it all off

  3. this is disgusting i have supper sweaty palms

  4. i may not look it but i have big hands

  5. red is my favorite color…. or white maybe black could be pink

  6. the smell of vanilla is refreshing

  7. my birthday is on valentine’s ….. being single on this day is a bitch….

  8. my fantasy is to wake up one morning and be 5′8… if it actually happens i’ll run around the city naked

  9. i think its freaky when the first thing i see upon waking up is someone watching me sleep

  10. i’m secretly obsessive compulsive… shhhh dont tell no one

  11. i dont like it when ppl touch my face or my hair

  12. all my friends think i’m crazy

  13. i’m allergic to bullshit

  14. i also happen to be an asshole magnet…. so you know what you are if you’re into me

  15. i have over 6 different brands of shampoo and conditioner in my shower… along with several different types of body wash

  16. i hate the texture of lotion but that wont stop me from buying them

  17. i really want a white purse

  18. i’m constantly on a diet but i never get any thinner

  19. i always want a ciggy when i’m jogging

  20. i have the tendency to talk to my cats

  21. i may not look it but staying home and being alone is my favorite pass time

  22. theres actually dumbasses out there that thinks i’m mixed…. haha thats funny

  23. ronald looks like that one korean actor whom i dont know the name of… he also looks like a koala

  24. both my best friends have kids…. and i love them to death … my friends and their kids.

  25. i love champagne but hate the headaches it gives the next day

  26. i believe if you want soemthing bad enough you’ll get it… someday…

  27. chipped nail polish is only sexy in black and white photos

  28. i always have the urge to pull on ppls facial piercings

  29. now that i’m older i really do sleep a lot less and i really do need to wake up in the middle of the night to piss

  30. my friends say i’m really straight forward and sometimes boarderline cruel when it comes to the truth

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• just being logical

  Saturday, Nov 25, 2006 8:08PM / Members only

  havent been out clubbing as much as i used to but the few times that i have made the effort to go out, i see that things havent changed much.... here are some simple logic that i have gathered from...

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• just being logical

  Saturday, Nov 25, 2006 7:08PM / Members only

  havent been out clubbing as much as i used to but the few times that i have made the effort to go out, i see that things havent changed much…. here are some simple logic that i have gathered from my brief moment of standing around a crowded club…

  1. girl and girl making out is hot but only if both girls are hot….. if either one is ugly its gross…

  2. girls that act like they’re all that really arent all that

  3. walking around holding on to champagne will intimidate the guys

  4. wearing too much mascara and getting drunk is a bad idea espeicially if its not waterproof

  5. if you’re gonna wear somethng provocative just wear it dont try to wear it with a tank top/tube top inside that just takes away the sole purpose of buying that top in the first place..

  6. dont bring a duffle bag to the clubs if youre not gonna cloak check it… no one will look after it and you’ll regret having it sooner or later

  7. know your alcohol tolerance cuz throwing up on the bar is disgusting

  8. even if theres a long line to the tiolet do line up if you really have to go cuz i’ve actually seen this one chicka piss herself near the elevators at hei hei quite embarrassing to look at and i’m sure its not a very comfortable feeling going home with wet pants and shoes (this one is actually my fave cuz that chick was so out of it sitting there drooling and pissing herself silly right at the entrance of a club)

  9. dont lean on someone and then turn around and say they were trying to cop a feel

  10. when your frens tells you that you’re drunk and that you should stop making out with that one fugly guy you should really listen..

  its funny how much you see when you’re just a bystander…. makes me wonder if any of the above has ever applied to myself…. but now that i’ve collected so much info i think the next time i’m out i would really think twice about my actions

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