Noting unusual happened today, just being there gave me a certain feeling.
It is a simple house with one broken door and few lighted windows in between a snowy meadow. That's the final sight I caprured in my mind, before our car turned over the corner and left.
We brought some nice Christams presents to an 70 years old woman with 9 years old child. He was all jumpy, when my dad put on the table few bottles of drinkable joghurt, since in the shops around they hardly sell any.
There was a happy family once. Many...Read more
Recently I thought about how happy one can be, if having balace between theirselfes and things around. Inner balance calms your feelings, whatever they are. So that feelings can be controlled. Actually, once your mind is calm, there's no need to control it. Silent mind makes feelings guiede your steps and actions in a best possible way. Ruined balance leads to confusion, what simply blocks your ability to follow the right feelings. Circle.
At the moment there are two important rules I follow:Read more
Hi everyone! :)
First of all I want to thank You all for a wonderful words about my art here! I never expected to get so much feedback. You guys are really great! ^_^
And well.... I'm back from a vacation. It was wonderful time, however this journey has changed a few certain things in me. I don't know whether it's good or bad, but this definitely isn't a day for sorting it out. So nevermind!
I'll contact You later.
Hokay. It's 2 am and I finally have finished a picture for my boyfriend's mom!
Hope she will like it... :)
Next week I will have a vacation anyway. Finally!!! I'm going to Austria to meet my boyfriend, which lives there. Yea, for more than a year, we're coping with a long-distance relationships: I'm a Latvian girl, and he's Austrian boy. ^_^
Yesterday, I was in a centre of Riga, searching for some present for hi...Read more
There is no point of searching enemies around. The real enemy is inside ourselfes.
During years, I still haven't learn how not to destroy my own happiness, for which I have been working so hard. For one part I'm pretty introvert person. I prefer to stay silent rather than speak. When it comes to disagreements, I often am in a lack of understanding. It becomes really hard to listen carefully, what other person says. Or rather, every word what person says, sounds like an insult. It leads ...Read more
Things changes so fast. Sometimes I used to stop and ask myself "why?". People come and go. People who I know change. Deep in my heart I want them to stay. But I'm forced to let them go. I need to accept, they are different. Far not the one I loved once..
I'm afraid to get lost in this crowd of strangers. Same faces, but different souls. And dire awareness, that I cannot get anyone back. They seem to know better how to be. Or it's just a mask what covers their vunerable hearts from cold world?..
People often judge others without knowing them. Don't do that!
Lately I avoid saying, that I know people, even if I think I do.
We can compare one's world with a waxing moon- we see only bright side of it, the rest is covered by darkness. As the bright side grows, we often fall into false sense of security. But even if it's full already, You never should forget, that what You actually see, is still just a half!
So, do not try to explore ones depths for making conclutions, which are based on Your opinion anyway. ...Read more
Welcome to my little world! :)
I found this website yesterday, when I came home from training. As usually- I was far too thrilled to fall asleep, so I took some time to drink a tea and search for an information about different styles of Martial Arts. Casually I got here.
What's the purpose of becoming a member? I guess I'm here for finding an answers. Though I still doubt, they...Read more
Variability of my own behavior, usually is much more larger, than originally appreciated.