nowhere to cry

sigh...

recently, something bad happened. i feel really sad and i need a place to stay alone. i need to cry. however, i cannot. all my roommates were very kind and loving, they will defintely be very concerned and worry about me, which will lead to worse situation. i SMSed one of my best friends. He said just think about his situation, i would feel better. he is now struggling for the college entrance examination. he said that i was lucky to have so many nice roommates. indeed, they are all quite caring people. however, due to this, i do not want to bother them. nowhere for me to cry.

yesterday, one of my roommates cried because she thought she did badly in the exam. i also didn't do well, but i have worse thing to worry about. actually, i cried several times, however, when my friends came to me, i have to stop and began to laugh and talk as usual. i feel sad so i had to say something, say something here. forgive me, my friends. sorry to bother you. i should to be more considerate.