this is just a lil bit view of school's playground.... what can i say more, i HATE earthquake prediction, cuz nothings happen but just some mini magnitude like 2 or 3 not 6-8  by they says till now...tired of it !!! feel like be shitting...yeah i tried to go to sichuan, but it cannot be allowed to enter already, as says plague came in the wake of earthquake, kinda pity i should think of this earlier.

and this is what i have been doing in these mess days.

 

                                               しにがみ

yeah i know now i look like a lil grl again or wut?! lol but trust me BLEACH is really cool.

            

i was curious about u treating urself a flower in disguise.

ur blurry even uve always here in front of my eyes.

 

nothing much,just saw how weakly life is.  i just knew that afriend of my dad, which is a brave photographer, he planned to drive to WenChuan these days, take photos from there, untill now,as the news, no ones get out of that city still living even includ airborne troops, hundreds afterquakes per day there, no live voice from the population of 10,000 city, a total death city there. nothing more i want to talk, no more down, im not sure how will my dad think of this, but whatever,yeah im going to talk about this if he agreen with me to go there, all i know is who would like to stay in a danger,that should be call a great photographer, see life going break, see life coming back.

i was just sitting here and doing sth, what was happening???  i feel myself was kinda shaking,everythin in my room started to shaking then, and more and more intensity, something s dropped down, and.... all i can heard was only screaming....yeah,is was so dame funny, here comes an earthquake from Indonesia?and actually it was the first time ive been in this kinda thing ....maybe its just an aftershock, but it was getting magnitude 3 here, and i even can feel a lil bit shaking now, and also yeah im still here in my room ......all i worrying and afraid is my home,mom,dad and dog,my house is on 30th floor,if it will comes again??.....dunno ,gotta go home now.

havent bloged anythin on AnD these days, yeah i was too friggin busy to do any other things here, hmmm just like stayed up all night for paint, wrote about monograph, find some idea etc.

and i also did something like search informations about MFA, oh yeah MFA is master of fine arts, sounds a pretty nice decision, but my choice is get it in the US,before i enter into any uni or college,i have to pass teh exam TOEFL,and atleast the score must be more than 80, but most schools requires to get 100, and yeah the full marks is 120, hate those, states just always hard to go into, so yeah so many shits i have to know and settle, pick a suitable school for me there,go for the TOEFL classes and pass it quickly,apply a visa and figure out how to get it fast, hmm or all i can do is just WAIT.  And god damn it,this is what i hate to do, i have to not only graduate from this fine art university but also must get a pretty good GPA and the same to my personnel file, but err i guess all teachers hates me haha..

any way,abouut get an MFA in the states, looks i already started to do the preparations from now on,  even it maybe a lil early to do it now for me.
yeah as some of u know i mentioned that place would originally be jp in my blog, but finally i made a decision by myself not by my parents now, dunno if it will be an endless course or not, so bless me !

searched for art university on the internet,and got some, have to say Carlifornia Institute of the Arts is my fav, but yeah i know this one accepted only 100 students per year, and like i said its one of teh "get 100 marks in TOEFL", also i did shit in study, all the time. 
Academy of Art University is also one of my choice, but looks mostly majors are all about design, yet i have no idea if i should change a major turn to be a designer, feel some kinda waste of my major.

also know some others like, Atlanta College of Art, College of Visual Arts, SF Art Institute etc. but dunno if these are good or bad?! or some other better one? i dunno, and i dont care how teh hell awesome what schools told, looks their info are all attract me alot and seems all are great schools...so dudes i need ur help T_T ,  have to know more art universities or college's MFA in states and better its easy to enter for real, oh yeah im now studying oil painting as my major in my uni, but i may dun wanna be a painter ,maybe just not only.  about some filmmaking,  fashions, high arts or some others, ok everyone, id like to know more stuffs about MFA of thoses schools in america from you US dudes, so plz tell me all ur suggestions + opions , thx alot =]

miss & luv yall !

holy crap huh?! guess u guys wanna kno how come i posed this expression, cuz seems everyone says i look like a totally kid now after i got this hair....and one of my mom's long time no see friend just visited us ,she asked me a question ,it almost blowed me away...she said to me : dear u should have more fun wid friendz outside now,coz u ll have no time to play after u get into a hign school.......

so well well i felt like a miss FHAHA through tat night lol

so ,,,, is tat true?!  o o