Happy Bir....oh craps it

Oh wells...today is a bittersweet day...Wost day in my life. Always a bad day.

Happy B Day to me...screw it..I hate birthdays....Always the wost day in the years for me. For example...last yr......don't wanna talk about it....if you've read ,you'd know what happened.

I'm still sick...no more fevers...I can't believe I ran a 3 day fever.....geesh...

Dad is leaving to go to China soon for medical reasons (returns Feb)....there goes the day I want to introduce Ry to my parents...wanted to start moving in to his place starting Jan 1, 2010 but there goes that plan sadly. Don't know when to take him home to my parents now. Too much drama with introducing him to my parents....I don't know why my parents make it soooo hard....well craps......

All I wants for the day...