So yesterday morning when Ryan and I were leaving his place to go to school. I put on my shoes and he does too, we're walking to his car and I do feel something weird in my left heel like a leaf...So I thought okay, I'll get it out once we get into the car so I can take my shoe off instead.

Get into the car, forgot about it. OUCH!!!!!!!!! Take my heel off, nothing...my toe is stinging like it's been bit my an ant!

Nothing, can't see a darn thing...I put on the shoe again after rubbing my toe where it was bit, so okay maybe it was an electrical impulse or something. I do get these from time to time..but I can swear that was a bite of some sort!

Again, I'm aggitated by the thought of being bitten by something but I couldn't see it. I take my shoe off again. I look at my feet, nothing. No redness or whatever. Then I look into the shoe. HELLO SPIDER!!!!

ACK!!!!! yep...Bitten by a stupid spider!!!!!  It's dead when I see it inside my shoe. "Ryan..umm...I've been bitten by a spider!" He gives me this deathly chilling facial expression I've ever seen in my entire life. He almost pulled over literally but luckily there was a red light. He stopped, I gave him my shoe, he looked at the spider and relief came over his face. I'm still scared as crazy....He is still too, but not as badly.

His dad got bitten by a black widow before, shut down his entire respiratory system, heart...everything!!!!! So you could imagine why Ryan was literaly scared shitless about me being bitten by a spider. Yeah, his dad is okay, he recovered. Don't worry.

He got a piece of plastic and put the dead spider in there and stapled it shut, "Should I be taking you to the hospital?"  Me: "I uh...I don't know." Ryan: "Does it hurt badly?" Me: "No, not yet." Trust me, that didn't help calm or soothe me one single bit...lol

The night before, we watched a show on Discovery "I've Been Bitten" talks about people who survive from being bitten by deadly creatures/insects/bears/sharks, etc you get the point...So right now, I'm paranoid as ever! We saw a guy who was bitten by a rattle snake, his entire body looked like there were worms crawling from inside his skin...that's how severe it was when he was taken into the ER....

So you can understand how scared I was. "Ryan, I've got no health insurance." The uh oh face came on him, "I'll take you to a community hospital then!" lol...I don't see any difference really..hahaha

"Well, lets just wait and see." I said. "Lets go to school, since we're in the biology building anyways, lets see if there are any professors there who know about spiders."

He agreed, we proceeded to class and turned in our 12 page papers and sat in class. I'm feeling pain....and weirdness in the toe that was bitten. I let Ryan know of course. But the pain is bare-able. He keeps watching me for any thing out of the blue that I might faint or go into convulsions or whatever. Nope...asks me how I'm doing from time to time..I'm okay, just the pain and akward feeling in the toe. We get out of class, its hard walking, but we get to the department of Biology, Ryan explains to the person at the desk and she gives us a professors name and tells us where we can find him at that very moment. We find the guy, he tells us, he's not an expert in these things. Though he knows a girl. "You know, I get more spiders brought to me then I do insects!" We laugh, he tells me that I'll be okay. "I get asked about Brown Recluses too much." I let him know that we know Brown recluses aren't native to this area at all. He's glad so he doesn't have to explain or argue about it with us. But ya, tells me I'll be okay and everything.

Ryan takes me to his car, drops off his leather jacket and takes me back to my apt. It hurts still...I'm still scared cuz that professor really wasn't an expert at spiders so I don't know...Ryan seems to be releaved much more than I am. He tells me to call him and he'll fly to me in a jippy if I need him for an emergency. So I'm sure he's not entirely sold either way.

I get online search up the spider...nothing...then I look up the more venonious spiders...YEPPIE! It's not one of them! I still have the spider with me by the way..haha Ryan comes back to my apt after dropping me off and going back to school cuz he has a class, but came back early cuz he forgot his class was cancelled. Silly baby..haha

I called home to see if my parents came back home yet from China, talked to dad, told him about me getting bite by the spider. "Is it a big or small spider???" I say "Small", he goes "darn, it's not big enough to eat then!" lol I love his humor. He sounds perfectly fine and happy to be back home from China. Glad to hear and will be glad to finaly go home tomorrow to them.

So I'm still not sure what sort of spider it is. I can't find a exact picture of it online so I gave up the search. My instructions were to keep the bite clean and clean from infection. If I get one, go to the hospital. Ryans bro calls and Ryan tells him about my bite, he says "If it starts rotting at the bite, take her to the hospital." thanks...really thanks...

The whole day, I can't move my toes at all. Ryan keeps checking the bit and I keep checking it too. I switch from heels to normal shoes...pain to put them on. Still getting some pain from it and it got swollen too. Stupid spider!!!! I can barely feel anything either the entire day after it got done swelling up.

This morning, no more swollen toe, I can move them! My feet are back to normal!!!!! Yeah!!!

And that ends my scary story about being bitten by a stupid small spider. lol But ya, I'm taking home the spider to ask my dad what kinda spider it is. lol wonder what he'll say haha..

So yesterday morning I decided to make French Toast: cinnamon, eggs, milk, bread, and vanillia extract.. Sorry no pictures...forgot sadly....hot cocoa (no coffee), sausage links & scrambled eggs...

Haven't eaten lunch yet...But we decided to make POUND CAKE!!!!!! Turned out okay, got the recipe from emerils.com. Needed a bit of lemon zest and more vanillia. Ryan wants to add raisins. Maybe need to cook it a little less. We wanna try adding milk to it. A bit hard for the top crust part, not sure why, wonder if that's how it's suppose to be. But from my experience, it's nto suppose to be. Any one have any pound cake baking experience or recipes they've tried and know that is good???

No pics again, my dad and mom went to China for the week, back this very late night. Oh yah..did I mention they took my camera??? lol

last night is Zen Gow!!! or Pot stickers whichever you want to call them. We just call them Dumplings...didn't do a taste test but they turned out great!! Green onions, soy sauce, ground pork, egg, seseame seed oil, salt and lots of pepper...

Tonight, fried rice and teriyaki chicken..my baby can cook asian dishes now...

Me and Ryan keep watching the FOODNETWORK! Can't keep our eyes away from it. lol our favorite is Emeril. He's awesome! But the thing is, when you watch him, he never tells you the exact measurements for what he puts in the food like seasonings and stuff...

This was forwarded to me from my sister. It's not her bbq grill....although, I feel for the person who owns it.

So I'm using my bbq this weekend... so i thought ill clean it up.

I had known there were bees coming out from under the cover so i thought i'd kill them, obviously...

so heres the bbq in question

now i know these bombs aren't for bee's and that but i thought i'll suffocate/smoke them out. So here is the weapon of choice and delivery system.

I thought I was pretty smart hehehe designed to be easierly manovered under the cover of darkness...

so then i release the weapon of buzz destruction..







OMFG! the sound from under the cover was incredible!!! You could hear it 3m away easy...

Then I ran like the clappers....





coming back few mins later to see the death toll...

was at least 20mm deep mass grave

I continued to remove the cover and to light the bbq to give it a clean when i noticed some fattly looking substance on the top of th side shelf thing....

Bit weird.. i clean it before i put it away for winter and no way was there fat there so i begun to wonder......

NO..... it can't be could it?

I slowly removed the rest of the cover only to find the HQ..

MORE PICS!

AND ON ANOTHER NOTE

we think the queen flew away.... either that or a small child has wings and has been living in the hive coz that thing was huge!

So I've been asked this sometime ago, but are nice compliments from other girls fake or really sincere?

Recently, last night I complimented "She's HOT!!" The girl on the movie "Transformers", sis disagrees like crazy. I know hot when I see hot! I'm not afraid to admit it, I'm not afraid of admitting it to guys or stating she's prettier than me at all.

Sis seems to be in such denial. Ryan and I always share to each other who we think is hot, he just gets weirded out when I point out what guys are hot, therefore I just pick the celebrity ones to point out..lol don't want a jealous bf at all. haha

But I do see alot of girls giving other compliments to other girls that are hmm...not really a sincere form. Sarcasm in other words and rude gesturing facial expression. But that was back in the day of high school drama issues....uck!

So, I'm guessing things change as we grow older. If we have nothing to say that is sincere we don't say it unless we mean it. Although, it depends on your mentality level. Are you mature enough to admit it or afraid that you'd look like a homo? 

I've been asked a couple of times if I'm a lesbian (A few AnD Members and others, not naming)..by all means, NO! I am not!!!!! but just to piss off the people who voted Yes on Prop 8, I'd go and make out with a girl in front of them to despite them. It'll be hiliarious and a new experience for me.  Although, that girl better look just as hot or hotter than me!

By all means, if you like it, or think it's HOT, Express IT! Don't be jealous, it's ridiculas to compare ones self to another.

Terriyaki Panfried Chicken over Rice with Veggies (well in this case, corn)

Home made Terriyaki sauce too!!!

Takers anyone???