wow.....my friend is getting married.....haha.....wow....its just happening so fast but its great....seems many people i know are getting married lately.....wow.....ok....still trying to clam down when a whole lot infos coming up to mewhile i was enjoy my time of relax.......but anyway.....congrats,baby!!!

My new exclusive brush set.........god......l love it:)

haven't go through my old photo albums for a long time......woke up,don't know what drove me to open up my old photo alblums, it's just a simple click, but i haven't do it for a long time........maybe new things keep coming up to  my life lately, and my old memorise seem to be left behind,not so, it's just i am not in the mood , or rather to say i am not ready to clean up all those emotion........looking through all my  photoes,can't deny.... what a transformation!!! from inside out, then from outside in.......some changes& some will never be change....things are always coming in&out of life, from nowhere to now here,and then from now here to nowhere again ,but some memory has already been part of you ,no matter what, every time you bring them up,it gets emotional. like the rock stars we've been looking up to,though we may not be as much crazy about them as before,but what we can't forget is ,they made us fall in love with music,tell us to keep the faith when we get lost,&tell us to walk our own way no matter other say .......hehe,also like friends ,some were just passing by,some will always be keeping in  memory &never be forgotten,and some will walking beside you !

and of course,there's always been some people who trying to bring you down,but after all, we gonna thank them,cause they made us much more stronger,we grow better&wiser!just like christina's song <fighter>.

Life is like a journey, there will never be an ultimate goal , people will never get satisfaction,there will always be a bigger goal when you achieve one, so after all,everything matters & will not be matter anymore, cause it's only been a chapter in your life......but again,how many chapters could we have in a life? ....hehe,it doesn't matter as long as we are writing for our own! .........everyone has their own story,and that makes life colorful&amazing, maybe the best part of life is, it will always suprise you, its intersting because you never know what gonna happen?but no matter what,we'll always try our best, cause we don't want to be regreat,and we will not  be regreat for a day, because what we've done made us what we are now today, well, at least i don't wanna be anything other than what i've  trying to be lately!

 

 

Vampires.....its kind of creature i've always been obsessing with. I'd like to consider this mystery creature as dangerous yet sexy,cold yet beautiful,lonely yet strong rather than a creature just go for the bloody cruel revenge. Maybe someday i'll write a novel about vampires,i mean who knows...&it's gonna be a vampire searching for love against all & willing to give up eternal life to feel the true meaning of life due to the pressure of time,& hopefully they could drink something else instead of drinking blood......but then i thought what the hell is that? if they don't drink blood,don't go for revenge instead of searching love& don't have the eternal life..........then its not vampires but human beings......but again,do human beings really don't drink blood?does every single human being really can find their true love&understand the meaning of life? or human beings won't be as much lonely as vampires? I wouldn't know.......but if it's not, then what makes us so different from the vampires?

There's once a friend asked me if there's anyone or anything i could became in just one day,what would i be?A vampire...I said that without giving too much thinking,because i want to have the feeling of flying through the sky over the night,beneath you ,all the shining lights mix with the dark night, totally lonely but extremely free, falling without worring about getting out of control, seeing everything but nothing really matters......

But anyway, it's just for one night, otherwise i am sooo...gonna miss the cozy morning sunlight, all the delicious food,music,family,friends,&the beautiful dusk....maybe that's what vampires could never know&feel....love.....so why trying to be different when you already are!

Sometimes peolpe just over analysing about things, always asking ourselves about whether we did it right or wrong,or what gonna happen?.....but it turns out to be just waste of brain cells, things may not go the way you think they suppose to be,or let's say ,even if it does goes the way you think it suppose to be.......so what? the new situation comes, so don't over think about it as we got nothing else to think about!