troubles and sentiments from a soon-to-be-30

bye guys and girls

pakfai — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 02:44:44 GMT

i am closing this blog.....this blog is going nowhere...

this blog has nothing worth staying.....just myself creating troubles for myself inside my head

another day at the theatre, thinking i could have...

pakfai — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:12:09 GMT

i spent my whole day inside the theatre, thinking i could have been spending today with my wife if i hadn't that mental meltdown 3 months ago. regretting and losing focus the whole day. i put up the ring for an auction in Yahoo, since i can remember my ex

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modern life is twisted

pakfai — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 05:28:00 GMT

yes i agree that my post last night is a bit angry and thank you for your comments. but there is this tendency for people to remain single and try to create joys for themselves in remaining single and there is this huge community of single professional

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here comes probation....but i rather quit

pakfai — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 17:21:00 GMT

the ring bought me a meeting with her finally, we had a long chat, but she doesn't show any interest in returning to the good old days, and insists on telling me the joys of living alone , and how one person exist for himself/herself only. and i keep o

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lonely people should not watch "just like heaven"

pakfai — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 19:14:20 GMT

i watch it tonight and it just worsens your loneliness. it's a nice film, romantic throughout, reese witherspoon is charming.thought some may think she is fat or something, but she is already very nice, according to my standards. and the ending is j

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yesterday had a nice party, today i had a crazy idea

pakfai — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:32:13 GMT

saturday is a strange day. i spend the whole day at the drama rehearsal. and at night, i thought of my ex ex gf the teacher again, i remember she was sick. and i am not feeling well at that moment. i wanted to care for her, so i called her, but no one ans

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loneliness gets you

pakfai — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:52:23 GMT

today i have 2 drama tickets for a thursday night drama, and i have them is because i bought it with my ex gf, the innocent victim girl. and then i asked a student girl from the drama club to watch it with me, but at the last moment, this girl said she di

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one last thought before i can sleep...respect to my ex-gfSSSSS

pakfai — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 18:10:20 GMT

this is a scary thought: u spend two years loving a person, u spend time living with this person, and then this person leaves you, and you decided these two years are a complete waste of time. but what is considered a complete waste of time? if u are able

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bloody typhoon, thanks and no thanks

pakfai — Wed, 25 Jun 2008 16:02:00 GMT

typhoon came and went , leaving a pool of water in my home. since i got a leaking air duct. i spent 30 minutes using silicone sealant to seal up the cracks, and then i have to sniff some chemical smell for the whole day because i cannot open the window

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i forgot to mention one thing...

pakfai — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 17:30:50 GMT

actually , though i mentioned i feel so hopeless about myself in my previous blogs, i still believe i can do something, but not in HK, definitely not in HK. HK people have such conformed tastes, governed by critics, magazine editors, the free market. i fe

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