i forgot to mention one thing...

actually , though i mentioned i feel so hopeless about myself in my previous blogs, i still believe i can do something, but not in HK, definitely not in HK. HK people have such conformed tastes, governed by critics, magazine editors, the free market. i feel very f**ked up. no one talks serious, everyone just try to talk as much gags as possible. i do have a sense of humour, but i don't need to use it every second to send out a message. i really hope i can try some creative work outside hong kong, and my english is ok enough to communicate with people so i know i have a shot, just that i need to repay my debts first (we all make mistakes when we were young right). i am still positive about my life. typhoon as arrived , hope no one gets hurt, especially people i care about.