here comes probation....but i rather quit

the ring bought me a meeting with her finally, we had a long chat, but she doesn't show any interest in returning to the good old days, and insists on telling me the joys of living alone , and how one person exist for himself/herself only. and i keep on telling her my existence wont be complete without her, and she tells me again a person exist for himself only. and tells me to give her time, so i guess all this is a very kind 'NO'. so i am now entering a long probation period, a probation without end, since i need to change her values towards life, and i need her to believe once again that like is for two instead of one. and she also goes on like, if she want to watch a film alone, or go walk in the malls alone, then don't bother, until she FEELS comfortable, then she may want to go out with me, and also states that if suddenly she dates someone else, i shouldn't be disappointed. clearly, her feelings for me is over. and now i am going to stop messing with her, i took back the ring, and leave it for someone that truly appreciates someone by her side instead of my ex ex gf who thinks that she doesn't give a shit if someone is beside her. probation periods are full of pressure, and since she isn't the only babe around, i'll take my chances with someone else.i just don't like her attitude. i am sincere, and then she says 'show me that you are sincere'  and says at the same time 'i may or may not go out with you, i will not tell you where i live in now, i am 34 soon and i don't really need love like a little girl anymore'. ok since you are not that interested, i'll save my efforts for someone more encouraging and deserving. if she is fine living alone, then go ahead. if she want to play tough, go ahead, i am not going to call her, sms her, email her again. this is totally crap. don't BS me with that 'give me time' shit, just tell me you are not interested. and don't put me in a probation, i deserve some respect, and i am not an employee. i want to give you my love, and you shut me out in a probation, WTF.

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