bloody typhoon, thanks and no thanks

typhoon came and went , leaving a pool of water in my home. since i got a leaking air duct. i spent 30 minutes using silicone sealant to seal up the cracks, and then i have to sniff some chemical smell for the whole day because i cannot open the windows to make the smell go away, because the wind is strong and rain is heavy. i just wonder whether  it is because of poor craftsmanship or just that water is too versatile, and sometimes, i just think, why me? why do i end up in this flat. i want to get mad and lose my temper, but i couldn't, it is different from the past, i am glad. because i used to have bad emotional swings in the past, and now its gone. great. one good thing about the typhoon is that it gave me a holiday. too bad i couldn't use today to create the song i wanted because i was too busy worrying about the leaking. attended the drama rehearsal at night and the kid i brought to the drama to pick up my mess has done a great job. inside the theatre, i felt like a square peg in a round hole, but the truth is , i spent 9 years on drama already, i used to think i fit in.now, i realized, i don't. what i see what i feel is useless in this theatre, no matter how many years i spend in it. does it hurt? no. spend the afternoon watching some old movie about some high school kids making a solar car and racing across australia. one thing i dont like about it is that there are too much twists and turns in the storyline, some are completely brainless additions, like the chase at the very end and the solar car falling apart after this needless chase.i know drama is important in the film's story, but there is a big difference between drama and thoughtless scrīpt writing.  i think i this blog is going nowhere, i just keep on saying how i feel everyday. i felt that i have no more left to entertain my readers anymore...now i have to enjoy an episode of house, see you later