a big problem

Yesterday I did a nightmare(噩梦). I dreamed that one of my classmates talk with me in English, and she asked me answer her question in English. I would like to say a lot. But I can’t, and then she laughed at me. She said, you have learned English such a long time, but you can’t use them to communicate, it’s a terrible thing. In our country, it’s said that, what you think during the daytime, you will dream what in the night. (日有所思，夜有所梦). I think that is truth. Maybe I always afraid to talk with foreign friends. And I always asked them: can you speak Chinese ?if you can speak Chinese ,can we talk in Chinese? I think most of us have this bad habit, it is a universal problem. We want to talk, but we afraid to communicate! Let us change this situation!