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  • Daesung 대성 (Big Bang) - Lunatic [Official MV ENG SUB]

    Wednesday, Dec 7, 2011 12:43AM / Standard Entry


    Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QgKihL2d85E


    a much awaited release..

    daesung!

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  • weak..

    Wednesday, Nov 30, 2011 7:58PM / Standard Entry

    i seriously do not remember since when did i become so weak.. a pathetic weakling.. 

    i do remember i was never weak, or did circumstances really change my personality or have i always been like that? i question myself.. 

    my fucking boss is so fucking preposterous, i am going crazy any moment.. 

    i really don't know what really happened to me for the past few years, i just can't seem to get stronger.. 

    maybe all i know is wallop myself in self pity hoping things will get better.. 

    its my six months in this line, in this job.. seems like nothing really changed for the better.. 

    my interpersonal skills and relationship with people seems to shut off more.. i don't know.. or did it turn for the better or for the worse?

    my language skill sucks big time.. 

    i don't know why was i deemed a smart person when all i am right now is like some dumb or even dumber.. 

    i don't know feigning ignorance for a long period of time can result in being an ignorant idiot.. 

    my heart is soft i guess.. too kind perhaps?

    is it wrong to say the above sentence?

    i don't know.. 

    really.. what am i really doing!

    get a life!

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  • i should be asleep..

    Thursday, Aug 18, 2011 1:38AM / Standard Entry

    i realize humans doesn't really learn from lessons... they just abuse their limits to anything available or presented to them. is it by chance that one is given this opportunity? 

    i should be asleep.. but i just abused my chances and laments about it the next day.. 

    but one thing do keep me interested in the idea of sleeping, it is the tweet of a captain.. gonna meet zzz now.. 

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  • 寂寞瘋了

    Tuesday, Aug 16, 2011 12:14AM / Standard Entry


    Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzetCVijZDM&feature=related


    現在是凌晨四點鐘 為什麼你還不睡覺呢 如果睡得著就好了 你是不是這樣想呢
    包廂裡 夜夜笙歌 夜夜用當歸攪和人蔘 好一個不平凡的 這就是人生

    電腦是你的恩人 msn是貴人 以前有aio現在是facebook
    一天沒有上 你就會非死不可 還好有無名小站首頁 陪你守夜直到你身心疲累

    誰還沒睡 誰還在外面 誰還在線上等著誰 等誰的曖昧
    誰跟誰蓋了棉被 誰跟誰睡了一夜 誰跟誰又害怕著醒過來的 如果還有明天
    如果還有明天 你想怎樣裝扮你的臉 如果沒有明天 要怎麼說再見

    我的寂寞 瘋了 (寂寞它怎麼會瘋呢)
    我的空虛 哭了 (空虛它怎麼會哭呢)
    我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的
    那你呢 那你呢 是不是一樣瘋了
    我寂寞 瘋了 (寂寞它怎麼會瘋呢)
    我的空虛 哭了 (空虛它怎麼會哭呢)
    我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的
    那你呢 那你呢 是不是一樣瘋了

    你看著康熙來了 你看著愛情走了 接著你繼續看著PPS當酒在喝
    你不想出門 可是妝都化了 可是又為誰化呢 可是又為誰卸呢 可是又為了什麼
    你繼續相信會有下一站的狗屁幸福 你繼續幻想流星花園旁邊有咖啡屋
    這裡沒有暮光之城 這裡只有億載金城 這裡沒有金城武 這裡只有 金莫可能

    不是我要把你的美夢敲醒 不是我要把你的憧憬重擊
    只是我們都不要再騙自己 只是我們都不要再騙自己

    我的寂寞 瘋了 (我的寂寞 瘋了) 我的空虛 哭了 (我的空虛 哭了)
    我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的 那你呢 那你呢 是不是一樣瘋了
    我寂寞 瘋了 (我的寂寞 瘋了) 我的空虛 哭了 (我的空虛 哭了)
    我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的 那你呢 那你呢 是不是一樣瘋了

    不是我要把你的美夢敲醒 (我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的)
    只是我們都不要再騙自己 (那你呢 那你呢 是不是一樣瘋了)
    不是我要把你的美夢敲醒 (我的堅強已經睡了 它睡的熟的香的)
    只是我們都不要再騙自己 (那你呢 那你呢)

    come to think of it, when i'm feeling all washed up welling in tears, i find comfort in angst. even though my outburst of emotions happened today, i guess this songs does attributes to my outlet of emotions this afternoon.

    i guess when the frequency is there, things happens. 

    i really like this song, the angst, the brutal honesty, the spine chilling reflections of reality, in a sense, a song that perfectly describes the world that i live in. of course, not including those african and third world country kids, just the plain retelling of our everyday lives. somehow, it scares the hell out of me in a sense. 

    sometimes, i feel like i'm just a soul wandering around the early cans of sardines aka subway, and observing the very essence of a white collar man or a lady forcefully pushes their limits with heels even though it hurts that much. the mere mundane of life really scares and sadden me to an extent. today, i experience lethargy and exhaustion. the mere senseless political transitions over the years has push men's sanity to their limits resulting in unbearable consequences over a mere remark. a harmless rebuke might even essensuate the epitome of evil revolting against one's kindness. the mundanes in life. social networking overpowering the little effort in social interactions with reality. who am i to say since i'm part of it. then again, realizing the sheer destruction of sanity is causing more insanity than the actual core of human emotions itself. no wonder the mere size of a human's brain invoking new thoughts and fantasies could envelope the growing universe truncating everything into the mind itself evolving from virtual dreams to a reality ultimately in the birth of metaverse.

    i wonder.. am i really that lonely?

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  • X JAPAN - SCARLET LOVE SONG

    Sunday, Aug 7, 2011 12:18PM / Standard Entry


    Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwTdxUKrIbc&feature=feedf


    I've always been a big fan of X music.. whether in the past or now.. always a big fan of Yoshiki!!!!

    I came across this song on a movie ost on their official channel while i was browsing through Yoshiki's new project with Stan Lee on Blood Red Dragon, a new comic released some time ago. 

    Anyhow, this song is the ost to the japanese animation movie "buddha" by osamu tezuka. Immediately, i clicked on the list of videos and found a clearer version. i couldn't help but fall in love with this song! 

    X never stop amazing me with their songs. Every song seems to tell a long compelling story of sorts which somehow totally compliments ost as they seems to assensuate the emotional aspect of the story more often stirring hearts of willing souls.

    We are the X!

    Will you fly me away
    また会えると信じて
    永遠(とわ)に奏でる Scarlet Love Song

    Ah いつかは風になって fly away
    貴方のもとに行くから
    時は流れ 永遠が色あせても
    貴方への想い 奇跡のように輝いて
    今は瞳を閉じて 永遠(とわ)に奏でる Scarlet Love Song

    Will you fly me away
    また会えると信じて
    永遠(とわ)に奏でる Scarlet Love Song

    Will you fly me away
    今は瞳をとじて 心に映る

    翼に青い薔薇 散りばめて
    人は誰でも羽ばたく時が来る
    その時まで 灰になるまで

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