最近才發現原來看著鏡子的自己，會特別去掩蓋自己的缺點，也會逃避去面對，甚至會麻醉自己對它不以為然。被自己觀察著的我，只是盲目的。。。去充當一個好人。

最近我移開了鏡子，發現用心，用感覺去了解的自己。。。原來是醜惡的。。。傳說的道理所不能做的東西，我盼望去做，我懶惰了起來嘗試輕易放棄我的工作，我自私了起來嘗試要去擁有一樣不屬於我的東西。。。

從新知道原來的我，不是想像中的好，坦然去接受和面對，也不再介意別人對我的眼光是如何，因為這世界上，只有我為我自己努力。

試著不去依賴心中的那面鏡子，看看自己，你，又會是誰呢？

hehehheeewwuaaaaaahhhhHHHHHAHA!!!


Nikon COOLPIX 4500, 4.0 Mega Pixels 4xzoom, flash spoil since year 2006, but he's with me for more than 4 years, thanks nikon COOLPIX, you are still well function although just about flash problem, i love u!! and you are tired i know, for these years with me. SO!! i bought you a friend!! i believe u like him too~



Canon PowerShot S5IS, 8.0 mega pixels, wuuuhuuuuu~~~~ i will be busy to find out more about it, im just excited to have it home!! u r mine!! and i attach it with a talisman which i bought and i like so much~ it's string actually spoiled, and i fix it by replace it with stealing my sis keychain, haha. i dont care!! cause she took me bad photo when soler come to selayang!! *entry to refer could found in "SOLER in Malaysia!! don't do it in Selayang Mall again pls" haha

with the explore of its function, i have to show some of our photo shot, me and kenneff, we bought it in the same day, yes!! today!!



yes, i knw its shot is nothing special at all, but it mean lot of thing to me!! its my 1st start to explore more about photography!! lets see what can i do after this!! yippy!!!!! XD

*additional photo!! i forget to share about canon PowerShot S5IS got a crazy function!! 12xoptical zoom!! search on the youtude and find out more about it, and guess what! see this!!



YES!! kenneff took it!! from the sky at his living place, the moon we share the same in this earth!! its from the view of canon powerShot S5IS!!

EXCITED x 1000000000000000000~~~~ =0

end of may, i actually prepare to send my resume and ready for interview. been doing non profit freelancer for a month =p. its time to get a job after i resign form my ex company. i get a call from a guy call edwin. said about his company need person to work urgently. Y&R, Young and Rubicam. i am scare actually cause its so sudden and its an international agency which i wish to work with. my portfolio even not printed out. and... i need to present my portfolio in english -_-'''' haz... waiting and prepare for whole night for the presentation. nervous and scare.

charmaine, creative group head of Y&R brands group. i first to say that please forgive me about my language problem if i said something wrong. she's kind and nice to talk to me. well, my presentation is still that crap~ haha, never mind, i believe someone could understand and believe my talent if they saw my portfolio =]
 
AND HERE I WANT TO THANKS ADEL!!!! YULIEN!!!!! BE HERE WITH ME FOR MONTHS, TO HELP ME COMPLETE MY PORFOLIO BY GIVING SO MANY USEFUL COMMENTS!!!! I LOVE U!!! ADEL~~ XD haha, sorry, too loud, but just wish you can see my appreciation on u, sob sob* =] muacks! small kiss* WITH BIG HUGSS**** =0)



ha! here it is! i get the offer of being an art director for a month at Y&R =] i get to know the team, they are good, but i still can't grab my chance to brainstorm with them. cause... im just doing my design work, have no time and of course because of the language problem ... sigh~ never mind, i can still listen to their discussion outside, cause charmaine room is just behind me haha, at least i can try sneak in and listen =]



edwin in left top corner, the one who call me to interview, crazy guy!! we have fun to be friend after the meet!! Marcus at top right, the AE in brands group. He's really a nice guy. But i hate him!! haha cause he brief me every day and night, non-stop! haha!! but seriously luckily i meet him, i can have a new good friend in my life. we share thing crazily when after working hour but yet still got to finish the work in office. Bee, right below. Left below is the team, the woman in the middle, charmaine, super woman, ha, they can discus and give brilliant ideas in very tight deadline. few TVC idea, radio ad, come out in just few days and  heard it from radio and saw it in TV. i should have that working experience. and 2 kiddy, ha, 2 designer who help me in my first day working in Y&R. they are good =] foong and kha king.



and we got 2 idol face in Y&R, ha!!! can you see who they look like? 張棟良, yes!! do he look like him? and another who's.. ohh~ fans of Terence Yin, don't scold me~~ ha, i just feel like Bee, really look alike him sometimes, how do you feel? =p



we have alcohol in out pantry!! ha!! absolute vovodka!! wow!! that was for farewell for an ex colleague last month, hmm.. still have lot.. hehehe~ and a beers brand in freeze~ free~~ haha!! late night, OT, tired and sleepy... what else? msn and drink man!! haha!!! oh no... the photo just for entertainment, ha, i just head back to work as usual, nothing much =]

well, charmaine ask me to stay 2 more months. hmm... don't have to consider, i choose to work on it, not an easy money for sure, but see how well i can handle and stay cool, cheers!! =D

when the days i was staying home at weekdays, i went for a hypermarket one day with my mum, its boring actually, when i lift up my head!! WOW!!! ha, something make me excited!! =D

Packaging of a product of oat flakes!! the color use for differentiate its flavor and the design is sooooo beautiful to me. The dark in same tone color bring the "family" feeling!! Big family!! I really want to buy them all!! XD but actually they are not much different, just some percentage of the nuts and seeds mix inside. But the design~ fuuuu, i don't care!! i want to buy all of them!! but slowly i means, ha, i i can't finish the oat flakes in a time, 1 2 3 4...wow, 7 of them. Hmm... few months it need =p

i ask my mum grab it and i take a shot of it! with just 1 second!! cause we actually can't take photo, my mum is so~ cooperate with me. ha, everything under control and make me could share them to you~ here >=]




and i bought 1, hardly to just choose 1! ha, ya, i take the green and with cyan color, the dark tone color really bring the class feeling.



the diecut show the ingredients inside is soooo fresh!! the manufacture who produce this oat flakes really got its confidence on their product, its really 100% of the health food looking! well it is!! =]

and what i think its brilliant which's, the below back of the packaging, there's a brown color panel design with lot of text on it. Actually that's a sticker. For the import packaging purpose, food product packaging need to attach with different languages according to different country. We are in Malaysia, chinese and malay is must to put it in which's translate from the english writing on the original packaging.

As the smart designer of this packaging, they use and stick to brown color sticker to solve the problem. Which's it won't even spoil the packaging design and prepare already the space for this section.

the paper it use is fancy paper, recycle paper feel, the design house here don't have to get the original file from oversea company who did this packaging design. What we have to do is just a sticker print on it. Not only here but also other country for sure. It's that convenient and well plan! most of all the food product being stick with those white sticker and overlapping to its design. But i can't see here. This packaging really pretty =]

AND!! just 2 color printing, brown and green!! with silver stamp effect on the logo!! save cost and yet, NICE!! phew~~ really nice for me!! XD

oh ya!! here's the website of this product, must to share!! =] advertising time~

www.dorsetcereals.co.uk

taste good and healthy, have a pack if you meet them in hypermarket =D

WUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH ITS SOLER!!

i came back from one of their Malaysia's Schedules!! It was at selayang mall. 1st of all, i wish to ask their manager, why selayang mall? -_-'''' it's really an unknown place for outside world. Cause selayang mall won't do their part of  job in propagating. It's really kinda waste and sick. SOLER!! We are so sorry for the respond in selayang mall!! You guys are best!! Just the wrong spot picked!!



That's was no people and crowd, but with their singing and once SOLER come up on the stage, there do have some people stand in front the stage!!! =D they really great in live!! Enjoy to listen their voice when in chorus. =)



Im an advertising person, the DJ said will give out 2 limited buntings in the games through asking question. I was really worry about no respond, seriously, because it's selayang mall!! who will go up the stage for  2 buntings?? in this place?? selayang mall?? ugh... wrong wrong wrong! But guess what? ha, i m helping out!! finally i went up the stage! but i kinda worry about the questioning section, i really know nothing if compare to SOLER fans. Cause i know and like them from a song call "海嘯" and they are twins, that's all.



Omg!! im on the stage already, i laugh like a chicken only, even not dare to step close to them!! Dino at my side wuahahahahah, oh, im so far from Giulio. But so kind that he did walk close to me and shake hand. =D

1st question to me, they ask about, how older of Giulio than Dino. I am so so so nervous and worry that time. It even make me forget they are twins!!!! Im still thinking the answer!! And i answer:" I scare of don't know how to answer the question." And the DJ quick help me out, Dino also a bit like, omg, how you don't know about it? AHHHHHHHHH, i know i know, im just...nervous!!!! okok, cool down for few second, it refresh my mind, i quick hold back the mike and answer:" oh no, i means maybe should be just few minutes." Giulio said:" oh ya, it's few minutes, won't be just a minute or a second!! ha, its about 90 minutes." phewwwww~~~~ ahhhhhh!!! how crap am I!!!

Finally, im the one who get the bunting. haha. But why bunting?? will SOLER mind about giving the just... er... bunting? ha, so curious about what's their thinking that time. And again, 1st of all, im not a professional fans, and second im doing advertising and i do printing job too... so... maybe it make me feel curious about it =p. by the way, i feel happy about having it still =)



If there's lot people, actually they do plan open the table on stage and give a sign section. With just few of us, the DJ manage them to sign the poster and CD for us at just beside the stage. HAHA!! we are so close!!!! And hat time i was asking them to post up or write more about their stuff in alive not dead but not just all schedules. Yeah! aND person in charge, this is what i can help out too haha

"TO YUKI"~~ yuhuuu~~ i request them to write my name and take a photo with them, again, i am not a professonal fans, because I let Dino hold back the signed CD himself, and i was doing nothing but just stand beside haha. I want to stand middle!!!!! I was plan to take another photo with them. So i ask my sister sign again with the poster.

My sister turn this time. chi chak! ok, cool, and i ask for a photo with them again and i stand middle this time. chi chak!... but guess what..... -_-''''



The photo is so blur ahhhhhhhHHHHhhhhHHHHHHhhhhHH, sis!!!! why!!!!! ahhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH U ARE A BAD PHOTOGRAPHER!!!

They are still in the guest room that time, was plan to ask for a photo again with Giulio! And this time, i will going to hold the camera myself and take with him. So that i can stand more close with him!!!! wuahahahhahahahah!!!! AGAIN!!! m not a professional fans!!!!! im so nervous when see and let them go once they come out from the room!!!! aahhhHHHHHHHHHH GIULIOOOOOOO DON'T GOOOooooOOOOOO SOB SOB*

In the end, we just walk to the exit and seeing them go in their car. But they are really kind, they waving their hand and say good bye to us. hehe, okay~~ that calm me down at least. =) but...... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, the only chance i had but i didn't make it!!! sob sob!! SOLER~~ good bye~~ =(

=D but im still feeling happy!! SOLER!!!! please~~~ post something here, in alive not dead!! and *PS: DON'T COME SELAYANG MALL AGAIN  PLEASE~~ -_-''''

Good luck to SOLER!! ALL THE BEST =D *hugs!!

oh!! ya!! Forget to ask for a hugs from them when on the stage!!! aiya!!!!! ish!! i got to practice how to become a professional fans next time!! >=[