God...
do you know i feel so small right now..
i feel difficult..
i feel that i keep making failures
God
tell me where is my mistake..
tell me where should i seek for help
i am lost God
i have no idea why
this tears keep dropping
this agony keep tormenting
i feel lonely
i wonder why i am feeling this way..
i must missed a clue Lord
just like what i always do
i missed a clue that makes me things you didnt listen to my pray
but actually u are already in front of my door, wait for me to open the door
God this time i hardly figure out what is the clue i missed
oh ya
stop thinking about my self.
i guess that is your answer Lord.
i ve been thinking much about my self.
i guess that is the mistake.
i need to do what i suppose to do first
then i will get what i need
for i have lift up this life for his channel of peace
so be it done to me according to His will
and for He never promised an easy road
but He promised to be always with me
and provide everything i need and i ask
He knows me far beyond everyone
i shall not be doubtful to God
thank You God.. thank YOu very much