I just realized that, sometimes what I'm waiting for since the miracle won't happen..
Or actually I care about it but I just act that I don't care about it?
What can I think instead of these problems? Actually there are a lots of things but I never go and mention about it..
Surface being doughty was not good compare than weak, when you're weak there's no one will pity you.. I won't easily show you when I'm weak except I wanted to show you..
So i will appreciate who were by my side when I need someone to and who were completely understanding me..
Sometimes I quite jealous with those who's thinking was naive.. Their life were so easy and simple no need think so much.. And I also don't know why I will born to 'think too much'..