A few months ago I was driving to work in the normal LA traffic and it occurred to me that on this day I was having troubles changing lanes. I would find a gap, hesitate, and realize I missed my opportunity in getting over. I thought about how many moments in my life I've missed out on an opportunity, and can only regret it; never being able to go back.
I started feeling sad about where I am in life, knowing that I am at a stand-still, trapped, in a place I'm not excited about and can not give me the future I'm looking for. T...Read more
I'm sitting here at work gazing at the people around me rushing to their desks, printers, conference rooms, etc... At what point does one start thinking that they're more important than others or that they're more important than they really are? I watch as they frantically shuffle papers, clicking they're keyboards, and specks of spit land on their telephone receiver as they are explaining their appointments, family events, or plans for the weekend to whomever is listening. I imagine a figure without a face on the other side yawning a...Read more
I haven't written in a while, but I have been super busy in all aspects of my life. Although, I'm only going to share the fun and not boring.
I just got back from Vegas and had a blast! The three day weekend was a much needed break. I spent quality time with my mom, which was long overdue, I got to meet up with my childhood friend, who just got back from Italy, and I spent a fun-filled time with my boyfriend's family and friends! I also enjoyed a puppy extravaganza with 7 dogs running around the house at top speed. ...Read more
We had a very big scare during our vacation to Big Sur. As I said in my last blog that we were celebrating Corky's 6th birthday. Towards the end of our trip Corky became very ill, he started to urinate blood. We immediately took him to a vet in Carmel for an emergency visit. Corky seemed to have developed a lot of bruising around his body and especially on his stomach. The doctor said that it was an auto-immune problem and if we lived in the area he would hospitalize him immediately; he mentioned that the condition is more severe than a b...Read more
I was going to blog a while back about marriage, but I wasn't sure how I wanted to approach it. I'm only going to mention it a bit in this blog, so I don't offend anybody.
I signed up on a mailing list for my 10 year high school reunion; after doing so, I was sent a link to Myspace for my class and I check out the people who also signed up for the list. I was going through some of the people I grew up with and realized, most everyone is married and has kids. I was confused, why is everyone rushing into marriage at...Read more
On Saturday, I dragged my friend and boyfriend to dim sum in Monterey Park. I had been looking forward to this little outing the whole week prior...since I haven't had dim sum in a long time. We went extra early and when we sat down I tried to order everything off the menu, but thanks to my boyfriends' persuasion I settled for only half of everything on the menu...
I was so excited when each of the dishes came out. Of course I over indulged, but it completely made my day. I immedi...Read more
I'm not sure if I would call it reminiscing, when the memories aren't exactly the one's I want to remember. Looking back at the life I left in Vegas and comparing it to what I have now, I realized how lucky I am to have stepped away when I did. It's just so hard to say good bye to yourself, but the hardest thing to do is admit that...I miss it. It eats me up inside that after 5 years a simple picture or a song can still get to me. I saw a flyer, my first love is doing a show in San Diego today. All the feelings come rushing back...Read more