All the time God is Good, God is Good all the time!
Church at "One Love" here in Hawaii is AMAZING!!! I love my home here, God has been speaking to me daily, teaching me more, and revealing me the truth. The best part is spending time with him, getting to know him better:P I absolutely love it. This year 2011 has started off wonderful. Everything about my life has already been shifted by God. He is moving and preparing me for something more, something new, something even bigger. I dont know what it is, i just know its going to happen.
I use to plan it all, make all the decisions, and made sure it happened. But every little big thing failed.
Me trying to do me Right....was totally Wrong. Even though i overcame so many obstacles, Jesus told me that
"then" i had to See it to Believe it, but "now" I had to Believe it to See it. I thought i knew it all. I thought coming to LA was this huge change in my life. The NEW me in making "
Dreams come true" as an actress/model. Be this inspiration towards my Hmong community, especially the little girls.
PERSISTENCE MARY!!- DETERMINATION MARY!!!- NEVER GIVE UP MARY!! FIGHTING FIGHTING!! (on very audition)
Then i thought.....wait a minute....i cant hear God, "What is it that he needed again?" "What is he trying to tell me?" I cant....hear him....I could barely see him.
Yes i became Blank again. I went in circles again. I I I, me, me, me.... (get the point)
All that "Wanting". All that "Look at what i can do". All that "Junk" period.
Im not saying Acting is Bad. I love theater. Its just the people, the whole filthy greed of wanting fame and money so bad. Its not even about the Art anymore. All it is is a pretty face and 10 bucks in your pocket Hoping for someone to discover you or you having something to eat later.
Of course your Blessed with a talent, But
its how you use it that pleases God. And thats when it hit me.
To be made New, you gotta give up the things you "Want". Trust God to bless you with the things you need. Which leads me to this verse,
“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin
do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are healthy, your whole body will be full of light.But if your eyes are unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love
the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You
cannot serve both God and money."-Matthew 6:19-24Christ is beyond Goodness, family. This is the Truth....
Dream Come True" is to see my name Written in the Book of Life because that's the real Reality.
ThePERSISTENCE - DETERMINATION - NEVER GIVE UP -FIGHTING FIGHTING, these are the
Auditions in my life when God ask, "What have you done with my son?"
BLANK doesn't mean theirs nothing there, it just mean God is waiting for you to let him have the brush. Will you trust him to finish?
A Job doesnt make us happy. A career can only last so long.
But a talent being used for his purpose is worth the retirement in Heaven! :) I hope you guys can apply this into your life and know that God is Large and in Charge!!!! hehe Love you all, good night :P
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