Forgive me Lord, Forgive me for being blindly selfish. It is not my will, but yours Father God. I don't know, but I will rejoice. I'm afraid to know, but I will rejoice. I will accept your answer only, and always rejoice. You said that you will provide for me, Lord you said you will protect me, my King you said will never leave me. Please be with me throughout all the depths of life. Whether I succeed or not, let your will be done. My success is not of this world but from you. Even when I can't understand it, Lord I trust you. Forgive me. Be the center of it all, Be the only one, for I have nothing, absolutely nothing...without you. Never my strength but yours, never my own, but yours. I am not here to please the world, I am here to please you. Father God, you will never forsake me, please provide me with your strength to make it through. Father God, you are always near, please guide me righteously. My King, you see and have been there before I could even blink, please cast these worries away. Please be with your servant who loves you, please give me you, all of you. And Lord take it, take it all away from me, have me, have all of me....

Your will, not mine.

I just want to say that I love Jesus Christ so much nothing can make me stop. My King is so good to me, I cant explain how wonderful I feel every time I think of him. He makes everything right in my life, even though I cant understand it sometimes, I trust him completely to lead the way. Its like, deep inside I'm crying happiness each time I think, feel, and pray to him. My friends, he is so real. As real as my flesh and bone... Jesus is so real...

He has provided so much for me and I feel so unworthy.... I feel so ashamed. But he still forgives me and tells me he loves me everyday. I hear him say to me, "I am with you..." each time I get scared. The very sound of his voice gives me so much strength, and so much joy.
How I love my Lord so much, the very thought of him leaving my side, frightens me more then death itself. I cant help it, I cant help but have this passion for my Savior Jesus Christ. I"m drowning in love with him and I dont ever want it to stop. I dont want anything else, anyone else, but my one true love, Jesus. I have set my things high onto God and God alone only. He is so faithful to me, he loves me more than everyone on earth, and he cares for me to never give up on me.

I know I am safe. I know I will see him. And I know he will say I am his when that day comes...

I love music, I love hearing the very sound of instruments creating marvelous symphonies. A great genius pouring his heart and soul into every note, making sure it hits the audience in every wonderful way.

I love old classic music, the kind that can never grow old, and the kind that can continuously touch you whenever you hear it. Oldies in all types of music, they stay amazing forever, never forgotten, and always appreciated.  They are the one of a kind, true originality, God given talent no one else can cover. Whom I like to call the, “Sui generis”.

It’s so hard now days to find an astonishing Artist who can give you “that feeling” about their music. I’m no music producer, vocalist or a song writer but being someone who truly has admiration for music, here are my thoughts…

I don’t listen to music because it sounds good. I don’t instantly fall inlove with the vocalist because he/she has a nice voice. I don’t find myself captivated by lyrics because it was written beautifully. And I don’t disregard ones work when it needs to be appreciated.  The core of music comes from the soul. Music that can steal you away comes from honestly and pure emotions. Anyone can sing anyone who has a great voice especially, but for those who love music in a whole different way….truly can understand that it has nothing to do with sounding good or writing simple lyrics to get the job done.

I want to hear music that speaks to my soul and captures my heart. Music that constantly feeds me joy and strength at the same time; lyrics profoundly written making love to suffering, a vocalist who can deliver the very essence of life onto those who listens from within out.

A great composer who commit only in the truth present the most glorious masterpiece ever created.

Even the very sound of nature is unbeatable to its own beat, nothing can make or break its balance but itself. Nature is the very foundation of what it is, Truth.  And the outcome is beyond our imagination.

So as God put it, “Polish is the result of difficulties” let us trust him. Good always come out when God is around. So sing your soul out to God, dance your butt off with the Angels, and work them fingers like your catching every star in the sky!!

I look forward to hear the unbelievable music composed by God and bless onto you.

God is Good.

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N' THAT'S ALL WE'Z GOT TA SAY!!!

Its late, Im tired, but I just want to say hello and give a little update. I have been spending a lot of time with God, reflecting on the things he has shown and taught me. I found myself enjoying it even though there were plenty of thumps in the head by God, he took great care of me. When I think about the past, I feel so bless, so thankful, and so loved. No one can make you feel good about the past, present and future all at the same time but Christ. I’m telling you…when you have come to the point of your life where nothing matters but his will, things start to change in miraculous ways. Here are the Points in Life;

“Self Stage” the acceptance of an audience, devoted to one self.

“Broken Road” the path in which one paved, devoted to others.

 “Lost at Sea” one in need of rescue, sick-ill, devoted to a cure.

“3 Nurses” the healing process by Faith, Love & Hope.

“Grace Point” the beginning of understanding God, devoted to his will and way. 

Phew…all I can say is I’m so glad I got to this point! It was a long journey but sure worth it. It’s like hiking miles up a steep hill tired and exhausted, but worth seeing every astounding part of the world. I love being loved, and I love loving. It’s not about not having enough or succeeding in all my goals, it’s simply being happy with or without it. Becoming who I am today and will be tomorrow, those are the true values to God.  

So have a nice night and beautiful morning yalls!!!!! Hehe