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how nice to be back and see you again! 

        Hey guys,long time no c,how is going on

        well we have a plan to Tokyo  from 17 to 23 Feb,hope to  get some helps

        then during the summer vacation,we also have a plan to Europe.also need some helps.

        Are  there some  who  can help me? call me by my mail or leave a message here.

       Thx.

    hi,guys,how is going on?

    i am back here!

    but i still get in trouble for my following plan

    get further education or work....

    which is killing me all around

        I really like this song,esp now.pokedpenguin19 ,thank to pick it ,I can find my way.

<p> "Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


I hope I can catch the time,thank you.

        I found my health two days ago,not so bad...just no longer to stay on the earth.What's worse,I have many things without realization.I owe my family a lots,and I hope so much.

        However , nothing can help me,just smile to the life . Did I miss something before ? I dun know,actually unsure. But I have 5 years,maybe I can find them,and complete step by step.

        Now I need to cool myself, no matter what. Shall I keep on my study,or get some else most importance to replace? Go with my family's hope or my own self wish....

         Just say,just go I think is better.....Maybe