I really like this song,esp now.pokedpenguin19 ,thank to pick it ,I can find my way.

<p> "Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


I hope I can catch the time,thank you.

        I found my health two days ago,not so bad...just no longer to stay on the earth.What's worse,I have many things without realization.I owe my family a lots,and I hope so much.

        However , nothing can help me,just smile to the life . Did I miss something before ? I dun know,actually unsure. But I have 5 years,maybe I can find them,and complete step by step.

        Now I need to cool myself, no matter what. Shall I keep on my study,or get some else most importance to replace? Go with my family's hope or my own self wish....

         Just say,just go I think is better.....Maybe

    世事难料，無嘢係毛可能嘎！這一刻的你，可能下一秒就已經唔係度，所以我地要好好珍惜自己同埋身邊的人，珍惜目前所擁有的一切一切。。。

    現時D醫學可唔可靠，我毛乜信心。因爲就是醫學都毛甘發達，但係人地都好健康。。。而我地依家醫學再發達，病種也越發發達，而且醫術遠遠趕不上病害。

    我有很多的夢想，也有很多的希望。只不過都唔知從何開啓。。。因爲都很重要，對我來講。無論係屋企定係身邊D朋友，有唔少壓力同埋隨之而來噶願望。都唔想令大家失望，都好想係大家面前好好表演，留番個好印象。

    有好多嘢都由不得我來决定，因為時間終有限，依傢有D亂，因爲都唔知道邊個排係前面好D,邊D排係後面。。。理所當然就話屋企應該擺係最前面，我都係甘唸，至但係如果屋企放係前面，後面好多就會受到阻濟。因爲屋企想當然就係要你好好讀書，努力學習之類，而有D同朋友有關噶就會因爲昵D而受到牽制，自由亦都相應受到限制。但係唔好好聽從屋企，就會令巨地失望，就有種不孝感。

    5年可以做D咩？似乎可以做好多好多，但係一唸到屋企人，就好多好多都唔可以做了。如果大膽D同屋企人講清楚就好了，起碼可以等屋企人可以理解自己，仲可以俾自己更多的自由同埋空間去實現自己的夢想，亦可以有更多嘎希望去寄托，做自己想做噶嘢。話雖然甘講，但係做起來仲係有好大難度，因爲都唔知點開口至好。。。

    從小學四年級開始，我有自己D好朋友，我地係同一個地方學習生活，但係依傢大家為咗各自嘎未來，天南地北；到咗高中，越發覺得朋友噶重要，好慶幸我分咗去十班，係昵度我第一次覺得外面原來可以甘溫馨，同樣時間催人去，大家都係要爲自己嘎未來做好準備奮鬥緊；至于依傢係大學，認識噶人更廣，認知仲多，想做噶嘢就越多，但係有幾多我係可以實現的，可以保留噶？好明顯，並唔多。惟一可以做噶，就係留低D好印象。

    冇嘢係可以長存，記憶都係一樣，總有一日會消逝。但係，自從有咗網絡，希望有重燃，就如古人通過口述書籍來記載名人名跡甘樣，普通人都可以記載自己平凡的一生，而且仲可以壓縮成好細噶文檔而不占用太多D空間。或者唔會有人去留意，但係都係一種希望，希望自己可以長流於世。

    同人唔同命，同遮唔同柄。我不可比人，自己知自己事。為咗好好利用剩低D時間，前面噶路仲有好長好長。就算只係為咗自己噶夢想，理想，仲有希望，我都要堅强D，就好似校訓甘話哉：脚踏實地，自强不息。

       Have a nice time! Esp this weekend!

Because today I get a mess time,hope you will not be another of me....Good luck!Guys!

忙,还是那么的忙                                        Busy, also so busy

累,还是那么的累                                       Tired, also so tired

可是,为什么?                                                And  why?      

为什么我老是力不从心....       Why always out of ability to ambition....

不知道,还真的不知道                     Without know,actually not know

   没办法,还真的没办法                      No way, really far from the way    

郁闷,心不在焉啊!                          Depressed, absence of mind

心不在焉老是使我忘了我的心在哪...    Absence always make me forget my mind...