Several weeks ago, one girl of my room mates ran back with a big cry for breaking up with her bf, an even louder cry than that on her father's funeral last year. Though I was called a healing angel, could not comfort her any more ‘cause I experienced no break-up ever~! No matter how much I wanted to help, my help was limited. Then u might be surprised that Miu Miu got her silent time.

I experienced no breakup, no unemployment… There’re still a lot none of us have experienced ever! The world changes too fast and the time goes quickly, waiting for nobody. Though our fathers see more, know more about our community, there’re even more stuff around us but they’ve never seen before. I wonder whether I should get high or depressed about that. Too hard. One seems to stand on a small lonely island with a great view of the extra large. Longing for freedom, not used to loneliness. I’m jealous of birds, flying birds. Most of them are alone flyer. I’d like to fly, want to fly,and I always close my eyes to picture my flight: the clouds are smooth and the wind is violent. That’s how every bird flies alone. They learn to glide, to flip, to circle, to land safe and to be aware of the planes with big engines. We wait and wait until the day our wings become stronger and stronger. But the days will never come back, like our growing routines cannot be copied. Never, and nobody, ourselves included. It’s the destiny of the wings to bring us ahead with courage. It’s the fate. That’s the way things happen and pass. Then nobody will remember things right now, something like u said in a miserable tone.

Dear honey bear, I’m very sorry about not tell u one thing before. It’s been taken on the table to no one. I’d like to say that I’m very lucky to have friends around me. Meanwhile, there’s someone else before I knew you these lovely guys years ago. It has a cute and beautiful name as you, too. The name is Miu Miu. It doesn’t show up frequently, only when I lost myself. When I was completely at sea, I know someone in my deep heart, the true self of mine where I gain strength. It tells me a lot, and now I give these words to u: Please! Do please hold up for a second. Just one second. Just another… All those things would past in the end, leaving you with who u are again. U will see.

Baby, I love you so much.