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• Sun, Sea & Memories

  Monday, Mar 30, 2009 11:22PM / Standard Entry

  look who's back..

  i'm here in singapore.  the weather's in the philippines is scorching like mad; got my hair so damaged and my skin so burnt but nevertheless, I enjoyed my trip.  Internet access over there sucks for sure and the water, yes the water aint fresh - i'm always drinking salt water and it gets so bad down my throat by then again, I'm fine with.  Hahaha...contradicting sentence.  I haven't got much to say but some pictures for you guys to see.  Enjoy...

  

   

  

   

  

   

  

   

  

   

  

   

   

   

  
  

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• Pains

  Sunday, Mar 15, 2009 2:28PM / Standard Entry

  i'll be off to the philippines again this coming tuesday, march 17.  too bad, i've got a pretty bad stiff neck, lower back pain and shoulder aches for two days.  to make it worst, i'm down with a fever and a bad flu.  dang, it always happens when i'm going back to the philippines.  now, is it a sign or what? hahaha..  having a very bad headache because of the pain.  what should i blog about today? hmm...seems like i'm still not in the mood to talk about anything yet.  well, will be back again...

   

  sorry folks..no update...

   

   

  
  

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• Returned.

  Friday, Feb 20, 2009 11:37PM / Standard Entry

  gosh, i have no idea how long i havent logged into alivenotdead.  most of the time, i spent my freetime logging to my hotmail, yahoo, friendster, facebook and ebay account checking for mails but spent the longest time in facebook because of pet society.  found it to be a really cute game, simply got me addicted to it.  its always good to blog once in a while because only then i will have more things to share about.  you know i'm not a celebrity and i dont have any fancy pictures or events to share about, i'm just plain jane living in a simple world but thats fine.  i'm pretty happy with life.  what's next, well...i'm resigning my current job, woo hoo...felt abit sad because i'll be missing my colleagues and joining my best friend's company as a stock broker.  aint no expert in the stock market but will be undergoing training; thats for sure.  we'll see how it goes.  somehow or rather, i've always wanted to linger around the entertainment industry but i dont know whats holding me back.  could it be i really i have low self esteem in myself?  sometimes the so called "beautiful" people in the industry scares me...its like you will only find people who are very beautiful/handsome, slim and fit and super talented in many ways.  omg, just why am i so negative, hahaha...if there is any reason why i want to be in the entertainment line is because i've always loved to perform and entertain people.  i mean i've been doing ballets, chinese dance, hip hop dances, some short acts and singing in both elementary and high school and to have people applausing to your performance is so much more you can witheld within your own feelings.  the signs of recognition.  fame?  i dont know. but i simply love it.  who doesn't?  i tried modelling for fashion events and i kinda get to know that backstage, everything looks different when you are on stage looking your best, doing the catwalk etc..but then again, i just love it.  i love it when we had to change our outfits in such a short time and making sure we look our best before we walk on stage again to strut out our best outfits; the challenge..smells really good.  it can be really tiring especially after the whole event, you still have to stay around and mingle with people who are in the industry, get to know the big bosses etc.. but it seems like a sense of achievement for me.  why am i hesistating again?  i dont know..hahahaha..i need to build up my self esteem again, dont know why..maybe i have been hiding behind walls for quite sometime now..hahahaha...anyways, i hope to see myself in the entertainment line someday..not saying it would be easy for me but i just need support, moral support i guess.. well, thanks for reading my blog. hope its something interesting for you guys to read..

   

  god bless,

  vanessa

  
  

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• I'M ALIVENOTDEAD

  Tuesday, Nov 18, 2008 9:08PM / Standard Entry

  wo..wo.. wo...looks like i'm missing out a great deal of updates here.

   

  but hey, i'm alive not dead. hahaha...i've been too lazy to blog but nevertheless, i sitll will blog here once in while.  hmm...not good huh...i'll do my best to keep everyone updated.  this year i've been out of the country 4 times, woo hoo...its a good thing for me because i've long been finding ways to relax myself.  next week, i'll be in the philippines from nov 29 to dec 1 and then dec 2, i'll be celebrating my birthday in singapore and not long after, i'll be out of the country again on dec 6 - 8 to malaysia.  thought it aint far from my country but hey, whats not to missed is the relaxation.  so happy..  oh yes, i have achieved a new goal for myself and that is to lose weight.  i lost 8 kg in 2 weeks..amazing; i havent eaten rice or taken any meat for a very long time but i'm still 4kg away to my ideal weight.  i know i can do it despite knowing that good food shouldnt be missed out.  i'm so happy - there's a huge difference in my clothes size. cool man!!  besides working, i also find time now to upload "new" pictures of myself and thought it was pretty cool to play around with.  here are the pictures but dont expect pictures of myself in a slim state now because i havent take any pictures of myself now - I PROMISE I WILL LOAD IT UP..hahaha :>  alright, enough of my bullshiting..here are the pics:

   

   i was supposed to be acting with the others in the sitcom 'FRIENDS' but after Jennifer Aniston came begging after me saying she want to experience stardom life, I gave up my part entirely because she was so sincere but damn, she's so famous now and i'm just a nobody.  Now what are you looking at?  move on...

   

  i just realized that my biological father was Lionel Ritchie

   

  oh did you know my mum was half american too?

   

  getting all set for guys to date me out

   

  when i just got married, this was how i looked

  lastly, this is a picture of great great great grandmother.. cool huh...

   

  hahaha...i will drop by again...hope you guys find these pictures refreshing...

   

  love ya people...love the nation, love obama...:>

   

   

  
  

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• My BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING

  Monday, Sep 15, 2008 3:10PM / Standard Entry

  How time flies...

  Last saturday was my best friend's big day.  We've know each other since Primary 3 and look at us now, we're both 25 this year.  I was very happy and full of envy for her.  How i miss those school days and times we spent at each other's place playing games, gossiping about others and always doing silly stuffs like boy hunting.  Ah...those were the days.  I felt sad at that same time like she'll be moving to another place to stay w/her husband.  I sure do miss her.  I still remember the times when my parents will mistook her picture for me and her parents will mistook hers for mine because we look so smiliar in fact that people thought we're sisters.  Haahaha :>  I've been thinking alot these days too about how i really dislike working for others and cant wait to start up a business on my own.  Life has been very hectic for me as I'm juggling two jobs now and not having a rest day at all so i'm working seven days straight with no off days.  I only get to sleep 4 hours everyday.  After my time is up at 5:30pm, i rush off to another location to start my second job and work all  the way till its close to midnight.  I dont even have time for a proper meal which means my dinner time consists of only one bread for the whole day and it has been going on for quite some time now.  Yeah, its not good and kinda got some gastric problems back again.  Sigh...  Yesterday and today I missed work because I've been experience serious headaches and thus unable to focus on anything.  I feel very very stressed nowadays.  I wonder how long it will take for me to get out off this pithole.  Life seems so boring from the way I see it now.  Seems like its getting dull.  But I know all will come to pass..  Anyways, i wanna show you guys the pictures taken on my best friend's wedding.  Here is it:

   

  

  Making sure her hairstyle looks good

   

  

  Fixing the tierra on her head

   

  

  The final touch

   

  

  Mingling w/ the Photographer

   

  

  Elaine - Bridesmaid w/my best friend

   

  

  Me as the bridesmaid

   

  

  Belinda - Bridesmaid

   

  

  Joey - Bridesmaid

   

  

  I took a picture of her while we were both waiting for the bridegroom to get his way in the room

   

  

  See how bored and yet excited she is..

   

  

  Finally, he got his way into the room and now its the Chinese Tradition that has to be followed

   

  

  Feeding each other. if you ask me what it means, i dont know..hahaha

   

  

  The bread are filled with wasabi and lots of eeky stuffs

  Milk bottles are filled with ketchup, chilli, wasabi, lemon and sugar

  Lipstick are to be applied on every best man's lips so that they will each kiss the bridegroom

  (These are the games we played before the bridesgroom can knock his way into the house of the bride's)

   

   

  

  My lovely friend w/me

   

  

  Of course, the bridesmaids play an important role too

   

  

  we deserved to look our every best too...

   

  

  As you can see, he can't wait to serve his darling princess wifey

   

  

  God has blessed them both...

   

  You see...i'm so fully of envy for the both of them..  Thats all for now..folks!!

   

   

  
  

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