Oh~~my my~! This week is so busy~!! I just feel like tons of stones were on my back and seems I couldn't bear it anymore~

Tomorrow I should start the "team reflection sheet" for Intro to health, and I must to prepare for my presention for the Communication class which runs on Friday, and this damn presentation takes 100% to my final grade!!! I know, that's why it's called COMMUNICATION!!! And I am suppose to go to cinema again at Friday night with my friend Mali, but~unfornately, Jessica and Maggie which from the Biology class are asked to discuss the "poster" at that night,  shit! I need a outline definitely.

This week is week 10, and the most important thing is the Presentation.

Next week, week11- hand up the reflection sheet on Monday, two Chemistry tests on Wednesday,  prepare for the Bio Poster.

Next next week- week 12- Bio poster presentation,  prepare for the 2000 words essay.

Also, I have on-line Chemistry and Biology quiz every week, dammn it!!

after week 13, this semester is over which means the final exam is coming and obviously I need to review my Chemistry and bloody Biology!!! I really need to say this again: biology really sucks!!! you see, tons of things need to do in the following weeks~whats the hell! They drives me crazy~!

Actually, I suppose to kill my brain cells to do the reflection sheet now, but, I m apparently not.

well, I'd like to have a communication with my friends to talk about those shit, however, some of them are very busy like I do @_@some of them...I guess we are not good enough to talk about some personal staffs, I mean I don't want to bother them and they may be don't want to be bothered as well @_@ am I confusing you? If so, I am sorry!

So, I only can blurt out  **** staffs to my true friends and Dennis you are definitely  one of them. However, I still can't bother you at the moment.  you will definitely pissed off if you know this@_@ BUT, I used to be more stronger and never tell my sorrows to my friends ,I only talk to my sister. And for godness sake, when I have met you and be a friend with you, I almost tell u everything~especially those bad memories~ That's really crazy and unbelievable!  You said you couldn't explain these, neither do I. Finally,we all agreed that's only fate. Anyway, whatever~~ Well , sometimes, I really want to talk to you and I even dialed the number but finally I gave up. I realized you have tons of things need to worry about,  the school, your study,  your ex,  your future life... so to be a true friend, I am not suppose to make your current life more complicated and for me, I am suppose to be more stronger and independent, so I need to handle myself... what I am trying to say is: Yes, a TRUE friend is to communicate with true heart,  the one to listen to you if you needed; the one to comfort you when sorrows comes... But, as I am thousands miles away from you, sometimes it just doesn't work. Can you understand that?

Don't know what I am exactly worte!!! anyway,it's 10:30 pm in AUS, I'd better be off now.

good night~

I finally finished my damn stupid study summary~!!

and I have no idea about  what I ve wrote in that stupid paper.

My roommate just complaining the stupid uni study system all afternoon and how annoying the geology is!! I actually undertand her, as she is study Marine biology, there is no direct connection between these two subject...Same here! I choose to study Nutrition in my uni life, and I know biology is quite important but it's just over the odds. I m more interested in the food, diet and nutrition,  but not how the DNA replicated and how the cells devided!! I don't care about that actually. BUT I have to! Biology really sucks!

I know complaining is useless, it can't help me to get a high mark in the exam, it can't take me away from the Biology, it can't do anything ! It only to make me feel better ,,at the moment at least. So what I want to say is: stop complaining, and get down to business.

Life in here is never easy, or life is never easy.

the only thing we can do is just move on and don't give up.

I trapped in the past for more than five years, the dream or nightmire which make me so crazy was him. This is the first time I talk about him in my blog.

I really don't know how to describe our relationship maybe "dubious relationship" is the best word.  To be honest, It's my fault. Due to that, we missed. After that, he go out with my good friend.

I know we will never go back to those days.

I know he is not my Mr.Right.

But, why? why I always trapped in the past?

I'm so mean and stupid~~!

Finally, here is a definition of globalization anyone can understand:

Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization?

Answer: Princess Diana's death.

Question: How come?

Answer: