Goodbye My Lover
by James Blunt


Did I disappoint you or let you down? (YES I DID AND SO..IM SORRY)
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
 


You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

so i was on the phone with Mr. Badass,

he was drunk and so were his friends

(they have been drinking like every single day...cuz they're currently working in Las Vegas now !!! )

while i was talking to him...i heard his roommate, Josh, asking him...

Josh: hey who are you on the phone with? girlfriend?

Mr Badass: umm, y...yea !    (oh yea? if you say no...then fuck you)

Josh: let me talk to her dude

Mr. Badass: ohhhh hold on a second ok....hey wendy...my roommate wanna talk to you...

                       and his name is Josh...ok ... Josh

(now its me and Josh on the phone...and as we blah blah blah for 5 mins...)

Josh: hey wendy, you know what ? u got the sexiest voice i have ever heard ! its really sexy !!!

(O.S: haha  really! but i think i have sexier voice in the morning. and since you guys are

drunk ...i dont really believe on what you just said seriously.) lol

 

this blog entry isnt about the convo between Josh and me...it is about that my babe does

admit that i am his girlfriend when his friends asked. this totally made my day.....

 feeling too happy (like unusual happy) that i think something will go wrong soon.

 

Well...who knows !?

昨天我一回家的時候

Chris 比手劃腳的告訴我   "喲~阿薇~ 有你的包裹喔"

咦? 包裹 ?  這不用說一定是 Mr. Badass 寄來的，but it is not what i have expected...

收到的時候，心情整個就是... 爽~ 爽~爽~

回到房間，拿出刀片，坐在椅子上好一會才打開包裹 (不知道在緊張個什麼屁)

裡面，Mr. Badass 放了. . .

一件他的衣服 + 他的味道  and  一個心型盒子 and 一張 notes

靠 !!! 你們絕對猜不到盒子裡面他放了什麼 !!!

他放了一大堆他的 kisses and hugs !!! (就是那個HERSHEY'S 巧克力)

notes 上面寫說 :

"That heart box is a "bad day" box. In it  you will find hugs and kisses. so whenever you

feel sad or mad, just open it for one kiss and hug. I love you and miss you so much."

OH MAN ! Mr. Badass is so sweet and so fucking creative !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

他真的是了解我耶~~~ 知道我常常莫名其妙的愛生氣 加上愛胡思亂想 然後陷入bad mood

THAT IS WHY HE SENT ME THIS "BAD DAY" BOX...

CUZ HE SAID WANTED HIS OTHER HALF TO BE HAPPY EVERYDAY!

好啦~ Mr. Badass...我不會再亂生氣了啦 (要 be mature ! mature !)  只要你不要一邊看電視

一邊跟我聊天 or 沒事那麼早就上床睡覺 or ‧‧‧you got it?

 

Finally !!! I AM 20 !!! 20 BABY !!! 20 !!!

Let  me start by giving THANKS to those who wished me happy birthday ! I

definitely had an awesome 20th birthday ! So what did i do on my bday?

Well... I didnt have any plan for my birthday at first, I was just gonna

secretly enjoy it with Mr. Sean Bill (or Mr. Badass) at night, drinking beers +

dirty talk :)  but then, my bible study group gave me a little bday party ! We

had lots of fun. I didnt expected to receive any gift because all the wishes

were good enough for me...but still...Mr. Badass sent me a dozen of roses

and my sis's bf got me beers. Oh man ! THEY ARE SO SWEET !!!