...Man just had the weirdest dream...about being in a Mall with many tiers...and the bottom most floor is a place/prison for abandoned children...where I was among...until I learned how to "float" or "fly"...just like in Peter Pan? Man twas weird...then I became involved with this lost kid or "boy" haha...who was in the bathroom in the men's room all by himself...with his pants in the opposite wall washing on the sink...while he was trying to clean up...and I helped him clean the "spaghetti" looking stains on his pants before having him suit up...and as I floated first floor to top...afterwards, I rushed to a store with someone...kinda half store/home and he's a guy I've seen before in my dreams...it's like an ongoing story I'm not aware of and this is only the Second Entry that I was aware of...anywho, he has a girlfriend who knows some "rich" wealthy couples who are willing to "adopt" lost children...as to help out since this boy would be definitely trapped with the rest of the older orphans at the hands of the Security...and "Matriarch" controls the mall...anywhere outside of the store or homes...she can't enter or have any jurisdiction inside people's homes/stores...but anywho, right as I got a confirmation from the guy that the boy would be alright...I wist away...and when I fly...it literally feels like I had to "will" myself to levitate upwards or downwards...it's not "seamless"...on the contrary "I" as in my "conscious" self had to will myself in the dream to do so...cuz the story felt so real although I was acutely aware that the "lens" of the camera or movie was definitely that of brownish quality so it was definitely a dream...it just was the emotion and thrill of escaping the Mall Security/Fascist Police...under the supposed "Matriarch's" rule...kind of like a human version of ONE hundred and One Dalmatians...except with humans as the puppies...human kids! Boys and girls...though there was this Wendy type who was my semi-love interest and partner/assistant...I could not have made it out without her assistance...and I'm NOT Peter Pan in this story...more like the young bro of Wendy who wears Glasses...what's his name? John? No that...wait a minute, maybe this was a "re-mix" dream of Peter Pan AFTER ALL! haha...but it was a dream/movie I had control over...or so methinks...haha...just wanted to share so as not to forget my dream...but anyway, now I'm grounded back into reality...I learned a lesson...thought it might be "cool" to be able to "fly" or "float" but I'd much rather be living with my two feet grounded in this plane of existence and reality than any "false" existence of a dream...where the flying is not equated with freedom...but stilted...Matrix-like...pre-Red Pill lies and fantasy/illusions...I hate that version...I rather choose to live in the "Real" World that is Zion...aka Earth! haha...Puh-east!
Here's finally a quick movie of me...with LIGHT haha...I barely make any sense....I think this is my first TEST run...well I will from now on work off of a scrīpt or something...or at the least a brainstorm of ideas to discuss! haha...nonsensical GALORE! hah...peace guys...suh-leepy...
Here's a crap version of me singing Brianstorm off of Arctic Monkeys' Favourite Worst Nightmare album...albeit I just woke up and am completely incoherent and nonsensical...but I said I would sing something so here goes...for my FIRST effort haha...really shitty but give a listen if you don't mind laughing haha...
That's so funny because I believe that we are already equal beyond measure...I've always had respect for women even if I didn't know that at the time...but everything I've learned on how to be a human being was not from Guys but from the women in my life...from friends to lovers...Each has taught me a valuable lesson on how to be more true to myself...more genuine...the first step is for the next generation to make concerted efforts in being recognized for your intelligence...as well as the men to support these women...we must foster this notion that we are not just sexualized or objectified...we must see women as just humans not so unlike ourselves...we are the same...though we may carry different sexual organs...we are ultimately just humans...and we must see it this way in order for the "Rape" culture and misogynistic culture we live in is to be overturned permanently...there is a great Book I'm reading right now by author Jackson Katz who goes deeper into how it's Men's Responsibility for the attitudes and Violence perpetrated against OUR women...in our country...the fact that 1 in 6 women in their lifetime will be either raped or attempted rape is just baffling to me...shocking and disgustingly distubing...I cannot fathom having my future wife or daughter ever to be placed in this position..it worries me that no one else has the same compassion...that sex is just over-idealized...that rape is meaningless...sex is not just about the physical gratification...nor desensitization of the mind, body and soul...it is an emotional connection between two lovers...adult, mature human beings who express the ultimate expression of love...and it so is reserved for the most precious of events...or persons...someone we hold dear...What's the point of sex to just gratify your mental obsessions and physical needs? WE are stuck in a hypocritical stasis where we criticize and are against "obscenity" but at the same time we're closet freaks when it comes to Pornography...the truth is the industry treats its "workers" or Pornstars so horribly so...would you really support an industry that encourages women to be demeaned and degraded in a way, where the rights of a human being has been marginalized to sex slave for show/sale? Would you like to support an industry where your potential family members...whether sister, mother, daughter, aunt, niece...has to Participate in these sexual activities to make a living? That is no way to live...I refuse to support an industry that treats its employees with so little regard...and such disrespect...and it reminds me of the unfair treatment the women must endure...it is unfathomable that this is the current world we live...in the state of affairs...it's ironic that no matter how much "progress" we've made...Scientifically...Socially we are still in the same place we started...Racism, Discrimination...Inequality...Mental Slavery...Sexual Subjugation...still exists and even more rampant in some areas than others...more so than we've ever had...in the history of our planet...this world...there are things we NOT told...not shown...we do not hear...or understand...that how the Extremes of 1 billion who live in poverty for example...and 1 billion in wealth...and yet when we go see a homeless person living on the street we just sew a handful...the weight of the impact has been subdued due to the limited scope of our view...we must seek to look beyond the "tunnel" vision that we see...expand your mind's scope...to include a Wider View...See the truth around...there's a whole LOT more going on than wherever on the Big Picture we are looking at with the magnifying glass...if we just zoom out a little more we'd see there is more to the picture we called LIFE...I'm just saying...the first step we can do and ALL take...is to be more aware of the things that are NOT being said...the things that are NOT being Seen...and ask "Why do I see a lot of things this way? Is there another vantage point I'm excluded from seeing? And why...is this important piece of info. being with held?" Just ask yourself...that's all I'm saying...just ask and think...where does this lead me to...where do I begin...what's my stance on this? How do I feel? Would I be doing the same thing in a similar situation? How would I feel if my Girlfriend or sister...or mom...or aunt...was in Prostitution...and facing numerous diseases...poor wages...slave like labor...what would I do? How would I feel? Just ask...yourself this...and wonder...could this happen to me? Scary...
I'm lucky to be alive and breathing...still happee regardless of who or what is "in my way"...I really don't care anymore. The point is, it's over w/e is said and done...sad but true...Life Goes on.....
I'm lucky to be alive and breathing...still happee regardless of who or what is "in my way"...I really don't care anymore. The point is, it's over w/e is said and done...sad but true...Life Goes on...C'est la vie
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