Thursday, Nov 1, 2007 7:13AM /
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So much for branching out...I think I'm gonna wait and scrap my idea for this movie...had this wonderful little idea to make a short story with a romantic twist...but as of yet securing talent is a bit...uncertain. I think I would be well advised to take it upon myself to slowly back off and see where my talents lie...the truth is...I don't know where my growth will be...too many unexpected things going on...and it's not fair of me to grab onto things that are not mine...hah...emotionally the turmoil and speed with which things are happening today are sort of going too quickly for my tastes...I just wish I had some breathing room to figure out what is going on before I nosedive into the next who knows? All I do know is this...sometimes we over-reach and grab onto something not ours...not belonging to us...so maybe I must be wiser and stay out of the upper echelons of either working for others as Production Assistant...there are better things I can be doing...like working on our group project for Psychology...I've learned more of how the subject of Psychology has shaped and referenced in numerous movies...I'll focus on those for now...as for violence and mayhem? I'll stick to the more sensitive fare...and keep those ideas hidden to myself for now...I guess people are still waiting to see what I come up with...but I'm not divulging till I see more progress on the talent/crew department...it's going to be hard but not much more waiting left to do...just long enough till we finish our Public Access one-shot program...and then...some minor PSA...bah, who am I kidding...? Just saying...maybe I could have shown more discretion and patience...but I am a mess as is haha...got to go fix some things before I even attempt at something new...so no mas today...Just gonna go and relax and enjoy the rest of the Festivities today...man, I just realized I'm gonna have to do a freakin' twenty-eight minute interview with my friend on his experiences in Iraq as a war vet...man, I'm gonna have to read off the damn teleprompter and be "a Host"...Oh god...haha...I wonder...do I got what it takes? It was my idea to run with this interview thing...but I do hope he shows up that day...we have a ton of his b-roll footage of him and company in combat during the war in Iraq back in 2004...and trust me, it's not a joke...people are getting attacked with IED's...anywho, he sustained some injuries and was lucky to make it out alive...I just hope I got the "skills" to deliver...so far...I'm confident but uncertain...am I doing the right thing? Oh boy...What if I'm the wrong guy to do it? Sheesh...nerves...and jitters...lately I don't know what is right from wrong or up from down..just questioning myself...and wondering if any of this will make any sense...where's my life going...heading towards? Oh, would I...oh boy I'm so full of...doubt? haha...or worry...concern...lack of security? Or certainty? It's all a mess...so much...goin on...
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Sunday, Oct 28, 2007 5:17AM /
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/ Love/Life Special
I just wanted to share this:
http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces
This is something unique and cool I picked up from one of Jet Li's fan's posts somewhere or other...haha...I cannot remember who but well it is to ALL of our benefit...it behooves you to click if you get the opportunity to...don't know how it works...but I just clicked it like three times haha...welps, check it out and let me know...I know...why's a guy care so much? Well without our lovely women...where would the men be? We all came from some where...and a women's belly is one place WE ALL come from...well, mostly as it is currently haha...Till the future and Clones! haha...Peace and much love from a fellow Feminist...that's right I said it...much love to the ladies...
Yours,
Loc
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Wednesday, Oct 24, 2007 2:06AM /
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/ Film
Man,
This is supposedly what we did for our twenty four hour competish for Apple's Insomnia Fim Festival contest or whatnot...
Here's the link...you can log on to apple or sign up for free then vote for us! haha...yeah well...
http://edcommunity.apple.com/insomnia_fall07/item.php?itemID=2093
It was supposed to be a serio-interrogation scene out of like Pulp Fiction vibe or Reservoir Dogs...like a 1950s Film Noir...but instead the Director and Editor decided to spin it into a mockery of a documentary of the colllapse of our project haha...twas funny cuz the footage towards the end of me was NOT intended to be used for the three minute short...haha, those sneaky lil' BASTARDS!!!! haha...much love to em...anywho, you'll get a chance to see how we are...it's sorta funny in a way...God did I least expect this...haha...
Check it out...copy and paste haha...
Payce and much love,
Loc
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Monday, Oct 22, 2007 5:15PM /
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/ Vid Games
Hmmm, I don't know...I like reading up more on Video Games than I do play 'em...
haha...I know sounds seriously weird but that's just me...perhaps I'm a visionary type person who likes to imagine about going to places and doing things not likely in this world...I just have this imaginative...world in my head...that I just need to relax and let it be...haha, wells, I did my best...I was influenced by games when I was younger...I had the NES...so some historical context for me hehe...I always wanted to be able to play...when I would end up just watching other kids who had the game system play...and it was...fun...to watch...cause my imagination roamed...and went wild...for ages...
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Monday, Oct 8, 2007 11:53AM /
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/ Love/Life Special
Hehe, well once again I feel I must approach the subject of the ever so mysterious...love...that's right well my own experiences with it in this lifetime at least haha...
In my experiences...I have done a lot of..."naive" mistakes...like sharing my feelings to a complete stranger...especially with the unfortunately somewhat lacking-in-maturity younger females...whether through fate or coincidence...I feel it is necessary to discuss this matter...
Man, I will willingly find someone who would make me happy, find someone who understands me...and ironically I just did...a couple of days ago...Online of all places...XANGA!!! haha, and funnily, the thing is...I had not expected it to happen...it was a...somewhat of a MIRACLE haha! Like, no way had well in my wildest nightmares or dreams would this wish come true for me unless...the stars aligned...and somehow my fate has conspired to reward me for some minor...well at least good behavīor...I was...well...continue this somewhat later..not the most comprehensive...my life as it is...a Mess to sort thru...I'd rather just type stuff on other people's forums then right well anything of my own...I find that I'm not too shure how to make myself...or sound in the least interesting...like mundane stuff haha...oh wells...
Let's just say that the world is full of wonderful mysteries that may never be solved in our lifetimes...but it is comforting knowing that the future is influenced through our own actions in the present...that families will be influenced for generations based on our own historical actions...hope that that gives us some more perspective in our actions...how do you want to be remembered? To stand the test of time...as someone who stood up for your beliefs...or...? Strange...
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