So Lately, I've been working on getting my Massage Therapy Certificate, just keeping busy, Healing is one of my Main Motivations, I kinda wonder, since no one really *Reads* This Blog anymore, it may be just a way for me to "privately" Exorcise some of my Inner Thoughts & Demonzzzzzzzzzzzz, hahahahahahS, anyhow, I wonder, if this is who I'm meant to be, a "healuR" hahahahahaS
It's helped now that I have the "proper" Support from the Fambam...........................
StiLL, Sometimes, I have this WILD need for a Creative Outlet, then Later, I wake up to the Realization, I wiLL NOT Pander to an Audience, especially one that is BEING manipulated by the Media Corporate Structure, I wiLL NOT abide............................
Anyhow, I have found SOME MINI-Contentment in my Solitary PuRSUITS
and I've been Progressing in terms of my PersonaL Relationships
Mostly, I'm making PROGRESS in the Realms of Communication & Self-Expression
Finally, no MORE Mis-Communication nor Misunderstandings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YaY, that's a Minor YET Prolific Achievement, I must say, for myself, I've become LESS Dependent UPON Others for my OWN WeLL-BEING & BLISS, hehS.........................
I've FOUND INNER-CHILD & happineSS, without the NEED For SUPERFICIAL Interaction
Anyhow, here I go, wondering, is it best to make this SOLITARY Journey, any further?
So, I'll just have to wonder........................am I on the RIGHT Path?
Who knows..................? I stiLL SOME Resentment, from the BITTER Past, as though I've been WRONG'd in SOME SMALL WAY, stiLL, I have the FUTURE to Look forward to........................
Anyhow, notwithstanding the minor Quibbles & Delays, I've found that I'm quite more mellow than my Combined Years on this Earth, in this Earthly VesseL I currently Reside in
Perhaps, in time, I will find that Peace & PersonaL SERENITY that I Have SOUGHT 4 SO LONG, hahahahahahaS
Sometimes, I think, I'm just TOO Pre-Mature, so Now, I'm just gonna ENJOY da RIDE, bwahahahahahS, It's been a REALLY WILD n' FUN RIDE, neh? hehS................................
Yeupzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, anyhow, I'm off to go EnJOY a ReaLLY Relatively Relaxing Day, SOLO, hehS..............................................
I've been in SPIRITUAL & EMOTIONAL CHEERLEADER MODE 4 SO LONG, dat I've forgotten about the MOST IMPORTANT thing: MOI, hehS
My, how I've NEGLECTED MY SOUL, hahahahahahS, time for some QUALITY MOI TIME, hehS
Yeupz, So Exhausted, since I've stretch'd aLL of my MentaL & PhysicaL abilities 2 HEAL those who are in Pain, and in need of some MagickaL Healing TOUCH, hahahahahahahS
So far, three to four of my Family Members, who have each their OWN "Disabilities" and INJURIES, I've Made some SIGNIFICANT Progress with, in their "healing" Sessions with Moi, hehS...........................................
anyhow, wish me LUCK, and I'll keep you posted, neh?