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  • Blog: Sunday, Nov 7

    Sunday, Nov 7, 2010 9:44PM / Members only

    So Lately, I've been working on getting my Massage Therapy Certificate, just keeping busy, Healing is one of my Main Motivations, I kinda wonder, since no one really *Reads* This Blog anymore, it may be just a way for me to "privately" Exorcise some of my Inner Thoughts & Demonzzzzzzzzzzzz, hahahahahahS, anyhow, I wonder, if this is who I'm meant to be, a "healuR" hahahahahaS

    It's helped now that I have the "proper" Support from the Fambam...........................

    StiLL, Sometimes, I have this WILD need for a Creative Outlet, then Later, I wake up to the Realization, I wiLL NOT Pander to an Audience, especially one that is BEING manipulated by the Media Corporate Structure, I wiLL NOT abide............................

    Anyhow, I have found SOME MINI-Contentment in my Solitary PuRSUITS

    and I've been Progressing in terms of my PersonaL Relationships

    Mostly, I'm making PROGRESS in the Realms of Communication & Self-Expression

    Finally, no MORE Mis-Communication nor Misunderstandings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    YaY, that's a Minor YET Prolific Achievement, I must say, for myself, I've become LESS Dependent UPON Others for my OWN WeLL-BEING & BLISS, hehS.........................

    I've FOUND INNER-CHILD & happineSS, without the NEED For SUPERFICIAL Interaction

    Anyhow, here I go, wondering, is it best to make this SOLITARY Journey, any further?

    So, I'll just have to wonder........................am I on the RIGHT Path?

    Who knows..................? I stiLL SOME Resentment, from the BITTER Past, as though I've been WRONG'd in SOME SMALL WAY, stiLL, I have the FUTURE to Look forward to........................

    Anyhow, notwithstanding the minor Quibbles & Delays, I've found that I'm quite more mellow than my Combined Years on this Earth, in this Earthly VesseL I currently Reside in

    Perhaps, in time, I will find that Peace & PersonaL SERENITY that I Have SOUGHT 4 SO LONG, hahahahahahaS

    Sometimes, I think, I'm just TOO Pre-Mature, so Now, I'm just gonna ENJOY da RIDE, bwahahahahahS, It's been a REALLY WILD n' FUN RIDE, neh? hehS................................


    Yeupzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, anyhow, I'm off to go EnJOY a ReaLLY Relatively Relaxing Day, SOLO, hehS..............................................

    I've been in SPIRITUAL & EMOTIONAL CHEERLEADER MODE 4 SO LONG, dat I've forgotten about the MOST IMPORTANT thing: MOI, hehS

    My, how I've NEGLECTED MY SOUL, hahahahahahS, time for some QUALITY MOI TIME, hehS

    Yeupz, So Exhausted, since I've stretch'd aLL of my MentaL & PhysicaL abilities 2 HEAL those who are in Pain, and in need of some MagickaL Healing TOUCH, hahahahahahahS

    So far, three to four of my Family Members, who have each their OWN "Disabilities" and INJURIES, I've Made some SIGNIFICANT Progress with, in their "healing" Sessions with Moi, hehS...........................................

    anyhow, wish me LUCK, and I'll keep you posted, neh?

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  • Blog: Friday, Nov 5

    Saturday, Nov 6, 2010 2:46PM / Members only

    I wanna get STARTED in Role-Playing, or "acting" but Seriously, not many "fun" groups for Random Citizens & IndividuaLS just to PARTAKE in, u know?

    Everything is SO Monetized & Ridiculous, these SO Call'd Gate Keepers

    We're NOT Trying to be a "professionaL" u DUMBFUCK, we just wanna ACT & PLay & SING

    as BADLY & WILDLY with RECKLESS Abandon as we FUCKING WANT

    U knowssssssssss?

    I wanna be able to be a Part of SOMETHING......................a GROUP Improv, where it's FUN to EXPRESS one self? u know? Thru Play acting, we find some GREATER Meaning or TRUTH

    Seriously, I'm gonna have to REALLY Dig deep and Figure Out where I can "get" my FIX for IMPROV & ACting, and I don't want the Fame or the Career or the MONEY, just to PLAY and Have FUN wiLL DO JUST FINE BY MOI, hahahahahahS

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  • So........................

    Saturday, Nov 6, 2010 1:55PM / Members only

    It's been a HELLA Long time, since I've been on here, I guess, to see all the Drama Die Down, I'm kinda Glad, I've done some "growing" Up, since I've last been on here, and let go for the better

    hahahahahaS, anyhow, just wanted to GROW by Blogging again, it's nice to have and find something of my own, and I FeeL, this is by far, the best place to SELF Explore & Examine my LIFE in DEPTH, since I've been INCOGNITO for so LONG, hahahahahahS

    Those who I had ONCE Consider'd my Friend, were nothing more than Temporary Fleeting IndividuaLS, people that I was meant to meet for that period of time, but nothing Lasts FOREVER, hahahahahahaS

    I'm so Glad too, since I don't wanna be HELD Back, by Stifling Relationships, that have no Expansion and Growth, so I will proceed with a NEW Manifesto, of Re-Gaining my TRUE HIGHER, INNER SELF, hehS...........................

    Yeupzzzzzzzzzz, it's been a HELLA LONG ASS time, since I've been on here, mostly just killing TIME on various subject matters

    I believe, it's time for me to be OPEN once again, and start Sharing my Viewpoints on the World

    Cuz SharinG iS CARING, bwahahahahahahaahahahahahS

    Besides, ya'll may need some LOVING GUIDANCE, bwahahahahahahaS

    Yeupzzzzzzzzzzzzz, From Yourzzzzzzzzz TRULY........................................

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  • Me RETURN FROM EXILE, BITCHES

    Friday, Jan 1, 2010 1:01AM / Members only

    So after a MUCH need'd Hiatus, I've FinaLLY Found that I'm "Self-Worthy" of Coming Back on here...

    Before, I was secretly Shamed & HumiLiat'd by my Lack of Experience & Naivete...Oh Those Days are GONE, bwahaha...

    Anyhow, Now I'm BACK, bEEYOtCH, and I Plan on StaYiNG, THIS TIME!!!! Bwahah...SEE yaS around the ShoutBOX and SUCH, haha...

    Sayonara, SUCKAS

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  • Man...

    Tuesday, Dec 1, 2009 11:40AM / Members only

    So I've been "away" for awhile, building my Private ProFiLE Elsewhere, but aLas, here I make my abundant Return to the Forum, how u bee, Ya"LL!!!!?

    Miss'd u, tons & Bunches, hope you're aLL Doin' weLL...

    Turns out, I miss'd the FIRST "attempt" at Leaving 4 South Korea, but now, I am Renew'd w/Faith, since I'm most likely Leaving this February, YaYS...!!

    heh...Anyhow, here's to some New RevoLuTIONS 2 bee Had, in this Upcoming New Year, bwahaha...Take cares, ya'LL

    Btw, I'm studying this, on my own, 4 now, but hopefully, soon, in a more OFFISHUHL CapaCitY...heh...Take it E-Zee, Ya'LL

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    Hahaha Loc!! I'm doin fine thanks! ;))
    Happy New Year btw!!
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    hey , I have been doing fine , working hard
    Happy New Year !!
    you in Korea ?
  • posted on Thursday, Dec 10, 2009 11:31AM  [Report]
    what in the world?.....how many pages do you have on here?..lol.....anyways....here is a msg....lol
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    Heeeeey, firstly 'waaah', I never get any comments on here so it was a very nice surprise! Of course I remember you, you haven't been here for ages right? I actually blog on xanga and it gets fed to here so nice to be remembered too =)

    what u been up to?
  • posted on Thursday, Nov 5, 2009 12:44PM  [Report]
    Thanks for the warm welcome!
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    Thanks for the compliments about my baby! So you changed your page here on AnD. I havent been here in quite some time. What is new with you?
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    All three of the Charmed sisters are still around ^^
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    born in 1980 ..

    what's up ?

    Today the weather is too nice

    have a goooood day ^^
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    posted on Saturday, Nov 15, 2008 12:32PM  [Report]
    Hey loc, I got your email...I will get back with you later. Best, Elena
  • posted on Friday, Nov 14, 2008 6:29PM  [Report]
    Hey how's it going? i'm good thanks... i had a blocked up nose on halloween day and it has not cleared since, thats weird! i was born, raised and still am in london! wut bout yew? TGIF woohoo!
  • posted on Thursday, Oct 30, 2008 11:28AM  [Report]
    All cool people were born in April ;-)
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    ohayo! thanks for the messages. i'm really enjoyin this site, glad i finally took time to surf around and rss my blog in lol. take care! =D
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    posted on Saturday, Oct 4, 2008 11:31AM  [Report]
    Go check out my latest blog for a laugh...tee hee!
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