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• I Want to Remember

  Wednesday, Aug 5, 2009 9:24PM / Standard Entry / Members only
  

  i want to remember what mum told my sis
  "you never appreciate ppl around you til they're gone" (hah u kena balik u idiot :p)
  
  i want to remember my journey today to send a small lunch
  woke up hastily and cooked fried rice then packed nicely with extra cheesy sausages in a paper bag together with some biscuits and 3in1s. waited for a cab under the rain with my paper bag in a slightly bigger plastic bag to avoid it getting wet. took a 10bucks cab to town to take car and accelerated all the way to pj only to be demanded to find somewhere to park during fucking lunch hour to get off the car. delivered the full-of-love paper bag containing lunch and some snacks only to look at that cold face eating while taking the bag, peeped whats in and asked who cooked, thats all. asked me to sit down and eat but dearie was waiting. no smiles, no thanks-yous. i was heartbroken, shattered, but that plastered smile on my face had to stay because there were others. i was hungry, yet to have breakfast or lunch. no courtesy to even ask if i have eaten. i quickly walked off and went back to car coz i stopped at the towing area. i broke down and cried once i got into car. sobbed all the way back to town. i was thirsty, hungry, very cold, and heartbroken. i looked with my own eyes how all my efforts were washed away with the rain.
  
  i want to remember
  its a really cold day today, bloggie.