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• And There Goes Another Month~

  Wednesday, Sep 9, 2009 1:36AM / Standard Entry / Members only
  

  ha-ha~ how sad?! =.='
  
  sorry bloggie~ hey do you know my birthday's coming in 2 days?? =D but its not gonna be a fun one i know that~ ^^
  
  lets go random!!!! things that i've ALWAYS enjoyed (and still do) doing with my hunnies up north ^^
  
  okay 1st thing, me must be really brave to admit publicly that me is no longer single~ *ugh that was hard for no absolute reason* probably i still dont quite accept his existence? lawlz with the emphasis on the british accent. but it was only yesterday that i told him, i've faced so many things that i'm alrd immune to whatever's gonna come~ was i joking? no~ but is it real? i've no freaking idea. well of course i've faced rejections from my own family (really bad ones, the only thing they hvnt do is to kick me outta house), now its time for everyone else. i remember mum always asking my sis and i, why teenagers nowadays are soooooo close to their friends and that is what make a bad bad rotten teen. it does apply for some ppl and i dont deny it. but in my case, it doesnt. when my own family members turn back on me, they are there. when they try every possible means to bring me down, they pull me back up. not even my boy, but my friends. but i dont hate them, mind you. its really family's job to bring you down so that you learn how to get back up (in my very own positive thinking)~ i found really really meaningful friends whom i'd die for (seriously) because they provide me countless support, endless ideas, and everlasting friendship whenever i need it, which is all the time xD i wouldnt hesitate whenever they need me =)
  
  so yeah having to actually type a long long paragraph really shows why i dont like to disclose my relationship~ okay lets describe this baddie in one sentence: he's a malay with no proper education background and makes less than 2k a month (he's only 22) and has no car nor licence~ sounds sooooo sad everyone's been wondering what has become to lizzie to land on the desperateland~ yeah she's not the average young woman whom guys will set eyes upon. so what does this guy wants from her??? like seriously?? like seriously, i have no idea either. i always have the faint idea that he may be just taking pity on me, or just for a short fling. now, which will be more disastrous; him being the ultimate cheater, or the ultimate obsessed possessing boy? LOL i kinda have this feeling that its just another game He set on me~ 3mths+ and i'm still having occasional push to just end it. like what megan@shoshana said in dance flick: "we spend more time defending our relationship than actually having one"
  i couldnt agree more =\
  
  i think now i'm more selfish than last time. thinking for ppl too much makes me tired. so when they say things like, he's no future~ he's a poor chap~ he doesnt suit you~ i wont pay you for thisnthat (this is the utmost CLASSIC one! xD) and stuffs, it really tends to just move *out* of my ears~ how bout something like, its better to have love and lost than never to love at all hahahah yeaaa i know i'm so justifying for my acts xD okay okay drop this subject we dont know where its gonna end up anyway~ BUT! the manufactured date is on 051509! lets see when will be the expiration date~
  *ps: i do care for him really much, because he makes all the exceptions for me, unless some times where he's still kinda selfish which makes me feel that he hasnt gotten used to having a real full-time girlfriend who really cares for him (lelong lelong a really good gf here! xD)
  
  its already september, so i guess its time for nomination alrd? hahahah~ for? hmmmm BEST VACATION OF THE YEAR!! =D
  1. Redang Island ~Aug 17 - Aug 19, 2009~ ~Charmaine, Glenna, Lizz~
  definitely earned a big part in my memory as we finally went for a trip with just us, the SBS ^^ and god was it exciting!!! its the very first time in my life seeing marine wildlife so closely and actually touching them!! and baby sea turtles!! and sharks and biiiiiiiiiiiig turtles and naughty nemo!!! the unforgettable ultimate escapade =)
  2. Genting Highlands ~Aug 1 - Aug 2, 2009~ ~Baby, Colleague couple@close friends~
  my very first short holiday with baby!! and luckily he's as crazy (if not more!) to go for unlimited outdoor rides at the genting theme park ^^ the down side? he was so indulged in the indoor he actually neglected me for more than half the day.
  
  i'm thinking of going to penang but the only times everyone there is free is during raya which is the peak season =( see if i get tickets 1st xD really really want to visit teddy's workplace!!! ^^ then giveandtake UNLIMITED hugs and kisses :p :p (you know what to do when i get my ass there xD)
  
  there are soooooooo many things i need to do!!!!!!
  1. clear comp spaces, watch some movies/series i've downloaded, sort music files
  2. go register for uni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and look around places to live there)
  3. updates UPDATES on my jappy darlings T^T (kinda scared on doin it coz i'm afraid i'll be obsessed again xD)
  4. upload pics of redang!!!!! X(
  
  i think i still have loads to say but i'm kinda sleepy..... so lets continue next time when i dont feel lazy :p
  
  
  Music: Last Night on Earth - Green Day