I want to write sth here , but I do understand that I have nothing to give out ~~ Sometimes , I doubt the value of my living ~~~ I am reslly lost ~ My classmetes said that studying in the universcity is not valuable~~ At the beginning , I said to myself that's good for my growth~~ But , now , really lost myself~` I accept that I got many friends ~ The people living in the world have different life , different thought...I really want to know what's everyone's thought~~ but I cant do that~~ I told everyone here 'finghting' , but I really cant say that to myself, because I dont know how to accomplish it ~

I can try my best to help anybody but I cant help myself~~