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• Sack's birthday party!

  2009-05-17 11:23PM / 標準BLOG

  Yesterday was my nephew, Sack, birthday anniversary. He is 1 years old now.
  
  
  
  I bought to him a big Pikachu doll!
  
  
  
  He likes it so much that he hold it to sleep with the whole night! Actually I like it too but where I bought it they have only one like that in stock, if not I will buy one for myself too!
  
  The other baby is my friend's baby. He is so cute!
  
  
  
  

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• My nephew walking in my shop!

  2009-04-26 4:49AM / 標準BLOG

  This is the first time that my brother bring Sack in my shop! The BB was so happy, I was too!
  
  I think Sack looks more like my mom than his parents!
  
  
  
  This is a short video that I shoot when Sack is walking in the shop!
  Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1n_Rm_CF_I
  

  
  
  
  
  
  

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• trouble mind is coming again!

  2009-04-20 11:45PM / 標準BLOG

  My "trouble mind" is coming again. My mom told me that the guy's sister who proposed marriage to me came to see her too to talk about my decision. I'm so trouble mind, few days ago he even called me to tell me that he truly love me. I was so embarrassed, I didn't know what I can say with him. I really want to tell him that I don't love him and don't want to marry him but this may hurt him and my mom a lot. I admit he is nice uy as so far I knew him but... I don't have "love feeling" for him. I only look at him as a friend or brother, nothing more! The most important to me is not to hurt my mom. I don't want to see her cry, be angry or sad.I want to see her smile, be happy and live a peaceful life. But I really can't make my mind to live with someone that I don't love. I really don't understand how  he can  love me? I went to Cambodia 2 times for fews weeks only, how can he love me? I'm not pretty, not sexy, don't have charm... what he has found in me that may made him loves me? He doesn't even know what kind of woman I am! My mom said that it's destiny! She also said that love can grow after the marriage! Hard to believe! I have never thinking about getting married, having babies. I always see myself as single woman, go wherever alone with 1 lugguage, living as I want by my own. I have really never imaginated myself in a wedding gown, bearing baby and live as housewife! Not even 1 second!
  I got tired of this "attached life" like I am now. All troubles only because I'm too much attached to my mom not to family. She is the only person that make stay in the home, to make continu to keep the store, to give me feeling that someone is counting on me and I can't ler her down. If I count on the others member to support me, I think that I may leave this family for a long time ago and would never come back. I'm very exhausted, I don't know how long I can hang on but I'll try my best to make peoples around me and myslef happy! I won't give up easily!
  
  
  

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• Long time no see!

  2009-04-06 3:55AM / 標準BLOG

  Hi everyone! haven't come here for a long time, miss all of you! Actually, I didn't come because there is no new from me. My life is a routine everyday so there is no much to say. But today is a special day ...  not exactly today, better to say yesterday because yesterday, April 4th, was my mom's birthday but we celebrated it today.  Today, I've try my best to reunited all her children and grandchildren but only 8 my nieces/nephews was there, missing 2 of them  but it doesn't matter, she was still happy. We really enjoy the meal today (especially my big brother 大哥, he order expensive meal, it cost to me 700$ ), my mom was very happy but I made her surprise at the end. I bought a big cake and all her grandchildren sung the birthday's song! She was wearing the smile all the time! It makes me so happy to see her smile. It was so tough for me to reunited all of them but her smile it's worth all those efforts!
  
  This picture is my mom with 7 of them the second older was late!
  
  
  
  This one was at the end when she cut the cake!
  
  
  
  This one is with me and it's the only picture of me at that day!
  
  
  

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• WANT TO KILL!!

  2009-01-22 10:51PM / 標準BLOG

  I really hate being angry/mad in the morning but this time I got enough! Since last night my little brother drove me mad till this morning!   Last night because of him I got at home at 1 o'clock in the morning because we have to go to pick the little boy who was waiting for the bus and it was cold outside, who told him to go with friend and to come back at 11? But no choice mom said order to go so have to go. Had not sleep enough so I'm already in bad mood when I got up from bed in the morning but he may thinks that it's not enough so before my father brough him to school, he came in the shop and drop water on the portable DVD player that I gave to my mom! It cost me 200$! Some may think that it's only 200$ not big deal but the problem is this player is the 5th that I bought to her! So how many time I should buy again? 200$ x 5 = 1000$, 1000$ that I spent on player! It's not because I manage the shop that I'm rich! Everyone in the family think that I manage the business, I'm the money holder so I'm rich but never think that I spend a lot in the house too. Ok they pay the rent I don't but I also contribute to the house depense. I pay the home insuranse 200$/month, electricity 300$/month, phone/internet (that I  almost never use because never at home)/cable 121$/month. So I contribute 600$/month, so all the shop's profit are spend in the home, I'm not that rich as they think. Actually the cable bill should be share by my big brother and me 60$ each but recently he told me to pay it and he will pay me back but till now I haven't get a penny back. I never say anything because my mother's healt is getting wors day by day. I don't want to make her angry or worry anymore. This is the only thing I can do for her now.  But only me whom not making her angry/worry is useless, she has many others children and grand-children to be angry with or worry about, countless. The problem is she can't give it up. I know that for a mother and grand-mother is not easy to not being worry about children and gran-children but if she can't give up her heatlt will only worsen. I beg to make a body check several time but she refuse to go. She said that it's to complicate and nobody is free to bring her to, she doesn't want to bother me from manage the shop. I don't know what to do more, I once cancelled an appointment because she refused to go for body check. I don't want to force her too much and make her angry.
  Anyway, I feel better after coming here to express my anger, much better!
  
  
  

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