2009-11-17 6:01AM /
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NOVEMBER 16TH (my birthday)!
Today it's my 26th birthday and it's the first time since this 10 last years that I don't need to buy a cake by myself. Since I was 16 years old, I have always bought my birthday cake by myself to celebrate with my nephews and nieces. In fact, having celebration or not, eating cake or not, receiving gift or not, isn't important to me. I only enjoy to make peoples happy. Every year, when I saw the kids around me smile by seeing cake, they surround me, singing birthday song and blow the candles with me. Even my parents enjoy to see kids happy like that, this it's the happiness for me. Seeing them happy is enough for me, I don't need anything else than happiness for my parents, nephews and nieces. But this year, my mom bought the cake for me and the saddest is that my nephews and nieces can't be there to blow the candles with me. But at least my mom bought the cake for me and my father bought strawberries for me as gift, it's better than nothing and they are still smiling, that's enough for me!
Wonder if there is others surprises waiting for me at home!
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2009-09-27 7:43AM /
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I took an half-day off today but I am a lazy to describe how was my day so I only create an album to resume, sorry I am so tired!
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2009-07-29 10:41AM /
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I bought the HK serie "the last breakthrough" Khmer dubbed for a long time but I have never took the time to watch it seriously because everytime I watch the serie I have work to do so I always stopped it. I remember the first time I watched it was on tudou.com, cantonese version with chinese subtitles so I didn't completly the serie. But now as it's dubbed in Khmer I understand better the serie. There is a scene that makes me remember myself, it was the scene where Nick Cheung got appendicitis. He held Sonija to keep him company because he doesn't want to be alone in the time to wait for the operation, quite funny the scene! I also got appendicitis when I was 13 years old, I was in my first year of high school, but at that time the inflammation has just begin, it wasn't really an emergency. I will always remember that year because that year was "the bad year" of the family. That year my sister was hit by a car in September and the next month was my turn to be administrated in the hospital, really unforgetable! What is the link with the serie? It's Nick's sentence when he was in the room with Sonija, he held her hand and said : "It's scary to be alone to wait for the operation." This sentence touched me a lot because I was alone when I was pushed in the operation room. I'll always remember that moment. That day in the hospital, I just woke up, the nurse came to me and told me that I have to be operate to remove the appendix. I was so scare, I didn't about the operation at all, I didn't even know who signed to authorize the surgery. The nurse was also surprise because no doctor came to inform me that I have to be operate so she went to inform the doctor to come to see me. I tried to call my parents because I was afraid and didn't want to be alone but they failed to come in time. When the nurses came to take me to go to the operation room I was alone. I was in the bed, alone, in the "waiting room" for operation. I was so afraid, I almost cry but fortunatetly there is a mister who waited for his daugther to come out of the operation room, he came to talk to me and told me not to be afraid, that everything will be fine. But I was still afraid and I always looked at the door, expect to see my parents arrived but they had never show up. I still remember the pain when they injected the anaesthesic to me, the made it fast but painful. I remember I counted to 5 and fell asleep. Once woke up, I was in my patient room with all my family members and the doctor in charge. After the doctor left I asked my parents who signed the authorization paper for the sugery, none of them admited that they signed so till now I am still wondering who signed the papers.
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2009-06-26 2:49AM /
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Hello guys!
I LOST MY VOICE!! I have throat pain since Monday, as I'm used to it so didn't go to see doctor. I though that I'll be o.k. after taking the syrup for few days, certainly it's my mom gave me her virus! :( The baddest thing is that yesterday the June 24th was the St-Jean-Baptiste Day (The National Holiday of Quebec), it was a very busy day, a lot of peoples came to buy drinks, I talked without stop that day and at the evening I lost my voice. Fortunately my mother was there with me, she called my brother to come to help me. I think my mom helped me the most. She helped me to pack for the costumer and explain to the costumer that as I lost my voice I can't talk and apologized for me. For a woman who can't speak French it's very hard for her to talk but she managed to do it! Today, I am still the mute cashier, some of my clients understand that I have throat problem so they don't make me talk a lot, if tomorrow I still can't talk, I really need to see doctor on Saturday. But I think that it's the same as the usual : throat infection and need antibiotics, not my first time but have to see doctor to get antibiotics! My mom told me to talk less, give my throat a break but impossible. Fortunately you guys don't see me now or you guys may laugh to die!
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2009-06-19 11:24PM /
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Feel so ashamed today!
Today I brought some clothes to my shop to wash, who will know that I cried while washing my clothes. I am tired, not body but my heart is! It makes few weeks that my mother is sick so everyday when I get back home I have to take care of her . But I don't feel tired about caring her, I'm tired about all the problems to solve at home : some kids broke my window so have to pay for reparation (few hundreds again), all home bill's to pay and many others problems. As my mother is sick, I don't want to bother her but I feel that I can't hold anymore. I really have never imagined that none 3 brothers and 2 sisters can help me but add weigh on me. So today, as I have no much to do I wash some clothes but while I washed them I was asking myself : " why I have to support everything?" "why I have to suffer alone?" " why always me" " a lot of peoples are dying in the world why isn't my turn?" when it will be my turn?" I am so tired so at the end I cry. Crying and washing clothes in the same time, I guess it's my first time. The funniest is that I rubbed my shirt so strong that I almost tear it apart and when someone come is the shop, I wiped my tears and go to serve them but they can tell that I was crying but I lied to them that it's the soap that irritated my eyes. I feel so ashamed before the costumer with my red eyes but I felt better, much better after cry out. Usually I daren't to cry in the shop so felt that I can't breath, so hard to bear this feeling but today I did it and feel so good.
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