Sometimes life throws you with obstacles that made you stronger
And you wonder why you made a stupid mistake instead, instead of responding to wry and peering eyes that despise you , You step back and step forth again boldly. Life Goes on .
I remember the last time I made my own effort to learn to ride a bicycle on my own, borrowing a kid’s bike near by and started to peddle away and balancing act every time I fall or When I took out a type writing manual and learn to type write myself .
I wonder in dismay my perseverance sometimes in other aspects why I should have just push my head and do it instead of dwelling in maze disillusionment ; perhaps I am a bit cooked up mentally sometimes.
When I decided I wanted to pursue that , I went out to do it.
So my next plan , is just to go do it , don’t think so much along the way.
Disappointment that deemed to come just let it be , to never dwell it in .
When I find the room I am dwelling is with negativity , I move somewhere else, when some one said an unpleasant word , I get out , never to respond
In anger, as the person gets power over me because of bringing some issues in me. When that never works, I work out a plan and pray constructively.