For those of you that may remember this name...............

       I've been in contact with both Fin Li and Firestaryz ( she wrote the story on our old                 boards "THE SILENT SEVEN")    and they send their regards.

       Fin Li has a myspace page

        Firestaryz has a facebook page.

       Anyone interested in getting in contact with them, let me know and I'll relay the message.

       Just thought I'd  share my "findings" with you

     Have a great day!

Ok I am officially "ADDICTED" to facebook. I have been spending hours on end there since I got started with it a few days ago.

I have a myspace page too, but I see now that everyoen is on facebook just about.

I have yet to try TWITTER. I think I may need to stop at what I already have just for my own eyesight!

So many apps, so many peeps I haven't seen, so much to say........

http://www.newmoonmovie.org/release-date

Yes I am "also" a fan.....don't judge!

Just having a really hard time today,

I went to go call my mom recently. I usually make all my "personal" calls to family and friends on the weekends, well I guess for the moment I "forgot" she isn't with us anymore and wondered why when I called the number was disconnectted. What a feeling that came over me.

I really need a good cry. I've just thrown myself  back into work and my own family that I haven't allowed myself the "mourning" process. It seems that most of the time I'm just "angry"  with everything and everyone.

It makes it worse for me too with the fact my sister is going back to LA in a week because she can't find work here in RI and knowing her past history with coming home for visits I'm afraid I won't see her for years.  She is my only sibbling so that makes it even worse.

I had a talk with my aunt today, this was the sister my mom was most close to. She is also going through her own emotions, but hers are more  "depression" I feel from our talk we had.

Guess we are all trying to cope with this. I seemed to ahve dealt with it as if nothing happened when she passed maybe it was shock or some sort of acceptance knowing she is in a better place.

I've been in the medical all my life and know what happens to cancer victims, but when it's one of your own, it's different. No matter how much preparation you "think" you do, your never "ready". 

Guess I just need to vent. Besides isn't  the "blogging" process to say what is on your mind??

Hoepfully tomorrow will be a better day.

It's been a long time since I've been on the Jet Li forums.

Was part of the "old" crew from way back when the site first started.

Good to be back and hoping to re-connect with old friends.