thank you for coming to my party

thank you for all your love

thank you for all your heart

i got it all.. it was really touching..

although someone still disappoint me.. although it tears my heart....

start from today.. i gotta move on... now i totally understand that u are not worth my tears

when i have lots ppl care about me... do so much for me...

why would i still care your "happy birthday"? its not sth so hard to say, but u cant even do this to me..

oh well.. whatever.. best fds thats what u call..

for da ones who truly gave me ur heart.... thank you soooo much... it was really sweet and it touches my heart.. i'm really thankful... i still believe i'm the luckiest person in the world.

i've tried my best.

i should have no regret

u push everything to the end

u push everything away

today i found i dont know u at all

how come my tears will drop off from my face

i have no idea

maybe i'm just not as cold as u

maybe coz i still have feelings and memories

'best fds' means nth to u. or u had never treated me as one.

the credits i earned u didnt give me reward but u erased it all

it breaks my heart..... it really breaks my heart... it really hurts.

i dont wanna counting on what have i done for u, but how can you forget who treated u the best with all my heart...

i have never thought that friends would break up as couples..

I have never thought of that... friendship will end as relationship

I'm feeling so insecure.

who is your real friend, who is not

who is gonna stab ur back, whos gonna support ur back

who always forgive u, who always misunderstand u

i keep thinking about it these days

have i done anything wrong?

i think... i always treat u with my 100% real heart.... but why u do this to me?

how can u just leave me alone like this...

is that our frienship really worth nth to u?

if this is my bad... at least i wanna know how did i die...

I wish time can go back to da past.

I wisn I'm not alone.

I always feel alone.

I have serveral faces.. I cant identify myself.

am i happy or depress

am i a lover or hater..

i have no idea.

i wish i can share my feelings to others

but i found that i can't

sharing is useless

it causes troubles to others, and the problems remain unsolve.

whats da point.

who knows whats wrong with me.

everything i care will leave me..

whenever i wish i can hear ur voice. u never beside me. u always give me cold reply.

i can't breate properly...

u dont know how painful it is.....

i feel da distance between u and me.

all the relationships have been changed.

it always beyond our control.

i wish.. it had never been changed.

i wish.. time can go back.

go back to da time that i believe who i am...

go back to da time that i feel happy and beloved..

plz lend me a time machine......

i'm always da person who represents failure. sucker.............

i can control my emotion

i can hide my feelings

but i still feel da pain inside my heart.

what's wrong with me.

i dont get it.

the happy face i shown to everyone wasn't fake..

but.......

i dont know what to say.. i dont what to do.. i just feel helpless

i dont wanna seek for help

i dont wanna seek for pity

sometimes i enjoy being depress alone in da corner.....

i just know that..

u left me already.