finally have got some news of linda in Singapore...apparently not a very gd one though...it seems that she was caught dating with this guy who appeared in her mv 二人世界，by the name philip wu...dun really noe if the name is right though...a short pain in the heart there...for a moment niapain coz shes dating liao, short moment coz i knew it would nv be me...haha...nv even see her in real life sia...but more painful raymond lam, i guess, if wats in the news is to be true. but got the feeling it would be better had she chose raymond...coz they really have the couple face...but if she really did made her choice, all her fans could do is to support her...

however, still think she should juz admit if its a fact...as in if shes dating this guy, its okay to make it public...lest she gets badmouth by the media...saying she 劈腿 etc...making it public can also let people who know her and interested in her to take the necessary actions...and she still doesnt update her account in alivenotdead...so makes one wonder again if this is real...prob she can announce it here, and end all rumours...but guess thats quite unlikely to occur...juz hope she doesnt marry another one whos like damn rich but 10+, 20+ years older than her...juz marry someone she really like (of coz that guy muz also like her alot la...her fans wun noe...onli she will noe it herself)...enough of the news...midterm is over...and its still a long story for that...till next time...(the caption is lindas news...not my life for now)

back to blog again...actually not really free nowadays...hmwk is like piling up...concepts are getting difficult to understand...and the god damn english module...so stress facing the teacher...always scare of her lesson sia...but still find time to watch moonlight resonance again...fourth time? still so nice...anyway...lots of things happen the past few days...one wun be engin bash...another is the formal hall dinner...hence the ++...and still no updates from linda...sian...

juz start with the formal dinner...supposed to bring a date for the dinner...but given my pattern, not noeing anyone...so when noe can randomize...in the sense they( blk comms) arrange for us la...of coz choose that la...turn out all was wrong...on the actual day and time...didnt even noe anything...reach there( the dining place was near the hostel) then noe they didnt manage to fix a date...and the previous night, they even ask whether i wun be interested to buy flower for date...so kinda spent $5 for nothing...with no one to tok to...of coz i would smoke out...confirm no one wld notice...well...no  one care also la...but was kinda pissed that day...could have told me eariler wat...so guess that would be the last time i go to any dinner in the hall...

next up was the engin bash...still remember my first clubbing experience was with the army...so engin bash was kinda my second clubbing experience...but too bad it was at the same location as the one held by the army...St James...all the memories come back sia...juz that then all was guys...ew...now gt gers...haahaa

anyway...meet out with my og for dinner first before going to st james....honestly speaking, didnt really feel like going at first...supposed to meet at 6 at vivo...i stays tampines and i was kinda still at home at 5...coz feel that nothing much to tok to og also...still consult my frens...one of them from engin told me he going too...and another of my buddy ask me to go since i paid...so went in the end...and seriously nothing much...and the free drink was juz a pitiful vodka lime with minimum vodka...think the amt i drank at home was more lor...

none of them like really dance or anything after the programme ended...seriously thinking...back then if anyone dared me to go up the platform to dance first...i might have went up...coz of the dun care attitude...anyway...juz kinda hang out till 11+ before going back vivo for supper...supper was mac...but didnt really eat...sit and tok( mostly not me la)...gt to noe one of the guy(one of the regular) in the og going stay hostel soon...same hostel as the so called junior...and apparently people are creating rumours abt them...anyway, not my problem too...juz gossiping to no one...wo...12++...midnight charge for cab...lucky the fren who told me that hes coming one...told me his parents picking him up...ask whether i wanna lobang...of coz...so reach home kinda 1+ 2...so not use to going home late...

now at hostel blogging...tml got the english module again...stress...dunno how to do hmwk...stress^2(to the power of 2)...not much close frens...stress^3...no gerfren...stress^infinity...HAAHAAHAA...prob not funny...gotta slp now...till next time...

wa...one time blogged so much...can easily overtake linda lor...wonder y she doesnt update for so long...anyway, juz feel like toking abt the recent events with this fren whos my jc classmate and in the same fac...

shes quite nice, can really tok to her...thats y i said previously that after that meeting before sch starts that i tot of the possibilties of being with her...august is the month of po cai...for 2 straight weekends gt 2 baeday parties...1 on national day, another the week after...this fren of mine dun went for the national day one...previously after that meeting...tried messaging her...shes those kind who would reply if u sms her...but i also noe then that she was having exams for special term...so can understand if she dao me la...but to dao me after exams...coz asked if she was attending the parties...

really tot she dao me liao sia...turned out she went holiday and didnt brought phone...wonder how true was that...but anyway...at least she replied in the end...didnt manage to go for the national day one...and she said would be going for the other one...in between, got stay in contact with her regarding my stuides...well shes my senior too...

then the shock...the night before the party, she said she didnt wanna go...too far to travel...her car crashed...so no car...but even if gt car, she also dunno the way to the chalet...and she dun like travelling...spent like 1plus hrs at night convincing her to go...but cmi...so in the end juz gotta plan an excuse for her lor...

didnt noe wat happen but before the party, she message me her decision to go for the party...stating that it was my fault...of coz i hoped its really me who convinced her to come...but i guessed its difficult to really guess how a ger think...anyway at the party, we had a gd time(of coz not juz the 2 of us tog la...the whole class) and i managed to pass hard disk to her, asking her for notes and everything...which she agreed...this gives ample reason to meet up again...

But think i abit stupid...she came early and told me shes there liao...was with a fren then...so ask my fren along...cant really ps him wat...so in the end, she juz pass the hard disk to me...tok abit before she left...and it was a well 30mins before her next event in school...sian...wonder whether i juz missed a chance...but nvm...still trying...gotta thank her for helping me transfer notes...in this sense...wonder wat traffic light am i sia...actually...i dun really noe it myself...haahaa...

haiz...tut starting next week lor...wonder when would i be blogging again...suddenly looking forward to my next blog...although its all dependent on me...but in any sense, gotta wait for major events or anything that makes me wonder to happen before the next writing will come...prob after some critical thinking course...haahaahaa...guess its NOT funny...till next time...

well...in the last entry, was toking abt og...applying the laws of traffic lights, onli 1 red light...apparently the rest are green...but with the 3 guys from the og, i believe it wun be long before those better looking ones get converted to red...and prob the red would have a green arrow soon...y is this so? Like i mentioned, beocz of their activeness with gers and their charisma?...most prob would be hooked up soon...

how will that happen? well, they always plan to have lunch together(of coz im not involved most of the time), and during this time, they would gossip(assumption made here) and stir up rumours...eg who like who, whos who eye candy etc...then there would be testing to prove whether the hypothesis is right...lots of denials etc...well, this is one part which i think is quite immature...i mean wats the problem of being honest? like and eye candy doesnt mean u gotta marry in the future...and by admitting, its a kind of compliment too...but of coz no one would choose me la...but WHO CARES...haahaa...im quiet and not that interactive...so i guess so too...thats y during the last outing, i,as usual, kept quiet most of the time...well..they like to tok...so let them do all the toking etc...y bother trying to steal the limelights from them?

the last outing was dinner at vivo...attendance...the 3 guys, 2guys who appear to me, trying to get into the grp, 2gers, one of them the red light, the other kinda my junior, and me...so all the rumour starts again...new and old etc...well, that was the first time i joined them for a meal, so of coz theres nothing much of a topic to tok to...so juz see them tok...and i kinda joined them last min...didnt wanna eat in hostel coz itll remind me of army days...so theres 2 gers and 6 guys...of coz they r the targets...everyone will kinda try interact with them...so i juz see see look look lor...y bother...anyway, regarding the red light...prob its her character, but i kinda have the feeling shes too close to the grp of guys...esp taking so much pics with them...wonder wat would her bf feel if he sees them...and shes belonging to the cute and active type la...well..thats juz my thinking nia...nothing much and no offence too...

and my junior...dun noe so many in the og was miaoing her...coz remember during the last night in the q week, we played true or dare...in my opinion, the 3 i would look at most often in the og was my junior, the red light and another whos quite an ice queen...during true or dare...seems most common qn was shoot shag and marry...well, the first time i kena, i tried the dare...nothing much...the dun care attitude applied...so nothing much...2nd was the above qn...at that time, ice queen and red light were chosen, so i chose my junior as ans...well...shes okay wat...and no one chose her...so might as well lor...and in the end, onli i chose her as reply for the true or dare...wonder wonder wonder...

so during the dinner, they start stirring her and this regular...dun noe much...anyway i didnt join them much...of coz wun noe la...but, not my problem too...then when going back...regular kinda offered to send this junior back...but after that he kinda remember that my hostel was near my juniors hostel...so in the end...i have to send her back...happened to rain heavily at 10+...at first she wanted to take bus...but rain so big...i also sian, so suggested take cab...she didnt wan at first...coz ex...but i managed to kinda convince her...so cab...but the queue was damn long...so moved to busstop...cant really let ger in the rain, so i left her at busstop while i tried flagging in the rain...basket...so diff to get cab sia,either on call or dun wan send us...lucky rain not that big then...tried for half an hr no result...in the end took bus and walked back...by then totally no rain liao lor...

gotta tok to her during the bus ride...leng chang a bit sian also...so tok abt our same jc...happened she noe this fren of mine...but think her impression of him not that gd...i guess its becoz of his attitude towards gers la...hes kinda like to flirt ar...so...ya...anyway, that concludes the day lor...so happy blogging...and key point is no one i noe will read this...feel like blogging another one...

wa...it has been 2 wks into uni life...(plus orientation would be 3...)things happened in and out, but i would say its of nothing major...sch started...its tough for now, esp after 2yrs of NS which typically for me is to not use brain but chiong forest etc...got use brain is also onli for chao keng...HAAHAA...

Anyway, into uni, new life and lots of new things...wonder y they wanna make it so difficult to study...in a sense everyone paid for their education, so y muz still bid for the courses they wanna study? And wats with the P and G account? All is so troublesome...but still have to fit into the environment...but lucky gt this ger from my jc who i can approach for help...(the same ger i met before sch starts)...anyway, also lucky to have 4core mod allocated to me, hence dun really have to ballot for tut...juz have to bid for 1 more mod...which i did...used more than half my Pacc for critical thinking...GP again...jialat...army is all abt hokkien malay...anything but perfect english...and so happen i heng heng dun need take QET...totally no recap of any english...but gt grp project...so not so jialat yet...studies also cant remember much...how to differentiate sin cos etc...and all my jcnotes are gone...happily thrown away after As...too bad...And now that i gt no work...its frightening to even think of the freq i use the atm...and somemore gt hostel...muz buy bks...etc...and still dun really noe wat bks to buy...till now bought 1 nia...die...no$$ soon...but still dun wan to ask from parents leh...prob take a step at a time...

1 wk orientation was okay...whole og onli limited gers...prob 8or 9...cant really count coz somedays some are here, some days the others not here...personally i smoked out too...so no differences...wonder whether its really that working in different fields affect thinking, but after working in property, go back studies will seriously, abit see my peers as immature...at least in my og la...gt this guy a yr older than me, but still play play around etc...

prob becoz of that, cant really click with them...personally in the og, this guy that i mentioned has gt 2 other frens that they formed a click(is that how u spell? who cares...)and these 2 frens are officiers who are regulars...which means they are receiving $$before they came in etc...so looks quite rich la...but also they dare to mingle around with the gers in the grp...wonder if this is called charisma...well, i clearly noe this is wat i lack, thats y join prop to hone the skill...but i guess it was too short a term...and also becoz the people i dealed with was not of my age grp then...but in conclusion, they are those sporty type who always will like plan events for part of the og...(guess they onli ask pple they hope to see...most prob the gers in the og...)and everytime gt gathering, all topics will onli revolve around them and the gers...of coz gt some guys tried to join into the click la...but i sian also la...they mostly speak eng...not my medium...thats y nv really interact well with them...but like wat my manager told me...dun really have to care wat pple think of me...thats y nowadays, i can even go lec alone...in the past prob scare pple think im loner, but now heck it...they cant remember me too...somemore not handsome...haahaa

And toking abt the gers in the og...really active than the rest one in total wun be ard 6-8...toking abt looks...okay ba...at least gt 3not bad looking one...at least in my definition of pretty la...well im not that gd looking too...and this is where i learn new terms...htht and traffic lights...otot heard before...htht...well it stands for heart to heart tok...and traffic lights? it juz mean whether u r available...so green means yes, yellow complicated, red is a NONO...but also gt those red light green arrow...blinking green etc la...all would be a totally different story...prob so continue tml...staying in hostel cant really slp...now at home is the best...watch out for schooling part 2...haahaa