Monday, Oct 20, 2008 12:55PM / Members only
I still remember, i saw a pair of nice shoe which fit her very much and i know she will like it, then i call Keong and ask him to measure your shoe size. He said can i just give you the number, i said cant coz every shoe size is difference......then he ask me to wait and give me a number 10 min later. I tell the sale girl the number and she give me a pair a shoe of size 7. Happily i bought the shoe.............
Do you like it? I ask her about the shoe.........she look at the shoe and said: Its really nice and i love it so much, but its to nice to wear, can i just keep it till the day you get marry?
I replied: dont be silly, this shoe is just a mother's day present for you...When i get marry, i will get you another pair of nice shoe, dun worry!!
But now, the shoe was store somewhere in the house, she never had chance to wear it~~
I still remember your face inside the "big house", i cant sure its a sign of peace and let go, i cant see from your face. What i saw is the face that i regconised since i was kids, the face that will laugh badly when Ah Zai make joke and tease you, the face that will turn scary when get angry, the face i will remember forever~~~~
Mum told me, you have a plan for my convocation and its never come true as well.......get down to my convocation by train coz we all know you love trian~~~~
Last few month before you leave us, we had spent some quality time....... I accompany you. I know you love me and sayang me, but i never have to chance to pay it back.....
I know you would like to have a daugther, I will always be your daugther!!
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Saturday, Oct 18, 2008 12:10PM / Members only
曾经我以为会是永远~~~~
曾经我以为他是全部~~~~
曾经我以为爱他会很久~~~~
当我发现，原来不值得。。。。那就该潇洒放下，少些联络他。然后，用时间慢慢淡忘！！
昨晚和好友吃饭，阿亮问我：我不明白你喜欢他什么？他有可能会将青春花在你身上吗？~~~~~反复的想了又想第一道问题，还是没有确定的答案。。。。。但有些启发和思想，其实爱他的Level并不是想象中的多，原来我可以不必作践自己。我要为自己而活，惠加说只要自己快乐就没必要理会别人的想法，更没必要为了别人苦了自己！！我可以很坚强然后大声地说：你不过是个我有感觉的人，我可以很理智的处理我的感觉。。。感觉是我的，生活是我的，快乐是我的。没了你，我还有家人和朋友！！！！
丽仪仔，你要加油！！！不要让他再次的牵着你的感觉，生活和快乐走, 因为他没资格让你的朋友担心你生活。。。。
勇敢活下去，好好活下去就是对你们的保证！！！
MJ was damn right. I shouldnt have too much emotional attach to it. Its nothing wrong to feel love on someone, but try not to hope so much!! When there is nothing out of something, why run away the feeling? Just get over it and live ur life!! How is the thing gonna turn on, its all up to me......to keep it unreveal or just shout it out is not a big deal anymore. If you run away from me, its proof that you're not a person that worth to LOVE..............
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Wednesday, Oct 8, 2008 2:35PM / Members only
wu jie said if i didnt release and set down all the problems, it will still the same no matter where i go. How true is the statement? i dont know....but run away is the only solution i can think of right now.
After 2009 CNY, i might move away and stay at anther state. To a place that can run away from him. Liang said its not worthy to do it just because a guy. I doubt so!
I have enough time over here: no matter sweet or bad!! Moving on is the thing i should have now. A new place, new environment, new ppl, new job.......everything's new!!!
moving to new town........Moving in progress!!!!
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