Okay so I started school right and I have to sit really close to the board, like in the front row, right in front of the board because I hate wearing my glasses and I can't see. Anyways during class I had to go and sharpen my pencil and the desks are really close to each other. There was a guy sitting a couple of desk next to me and as I was trying to get out of the row he got up out of his chair to let me through. Well as I walked behind him the back of my hand accidently brushed across his entire a$$. OMG! I was sooooooo embarrassed and just mortified I couldn't believe that it just happened. Afterwards I just smiled and said sorry because I didn't know what else to do. I hope he doesn't think it's sexual harassment or something, because honestly I didn't mean to do it or it wasn't my intention. I'm not that bold of a person to do something like that on purpose.... Why the hell do these kind of things always happen to me?! I'm in my mid- twenties already do I really need embarrassing High School moments still...... Jeeeze
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt
you
I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it
used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it
used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move
on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move
on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it
used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
That was a very strange story you left about sexsomnia and your female bed partner. I think her sleeping disorder is directly linked to her promiscuous behavior. She must be loose for reasons related to her self-esteem or to self-worth issues. They manifested themselves in her behavior when she's both awake and asleep. She must be pretty disturbed. Poor soul.
I know he hurt me so bad.. and you are right why be jelous when other men paid me attention if he thought so little of me.. and to make matter worst we lived together for a year, before his parents came and he told me I was too fat for him..
How can you trust how you look, if the one person you allowed your self to love says you are ugly and fat..