so... i was supposed to get my shit in order when i came back. i obviously havent, tho i should be thankful things arent worse off than before. just need some motivation really... but since im always the last minute type of person, nothing's gonna get done till - the last minute. totally not liking my sleep schedule either. need a flat/a job/new hobbies/a reality check/someone to put me in the right frame of mind. hk's driving me nuts and its only been 2 weeks. crappppp

are u ready for me?

its been one week now... things have picked back up. feeling much happier now. think i was just being silly... but then again, all those thoughts did really cross my mind.

looking forward to going vegas with my girl evy whom i havent seen in a year and more. im sure i'll be entertained and have a blast. getting excited!!!

so many plans still up in the air... crisscrossing of paths have gotten me quite confused really. its funny how ppl sway ur decisions rather than places and/or what u really wanna do. not saying i dun wanna see a certain someone really bad but... arrghhh, nevermind. its all in my head and i cant explain it.

soooooo... since im having more fun now than the first week, perhaps i should just stay put longer than i intended? ppl who know me well will know that im always open for options.

xxx

ps: *subject* u inspire me?

touch down... expectations exceeded reality... disappointing? perhaps... wow, this would now be a good reminder to always have a reality check. things arent always what they seem